beautiful soul

2008-09-25T15:14:00.004+08:00

you make me, me

2008-09-23T04:33:00.003+08:00

:My maternal granny is so damn cute
:I miss my paternal grannys Laksa, Asam Pedas and Murtabak Maggi!
:My growing tembel it annoying the shit out of me
:I think ive gained 2kg within 12hrs
:I still feel like eating but im scared of growing fat
:I would want to say okay or sure but its just so hard.
:I would like to fall in love all over again
:I still have yet to take the train and pass through the whole MRT line without stopping
:I think my mums first daughter is pretty.just so you know im the youngest.
:My growing tembel is STILL annoying the shit out of me
:I miss Radhia JK
:I miss you
:I need to pee but damn lazy to get out of bed
:I think the F1 tshirt is so damn budget
:I wanna date Theo Walcott
:Ice Nine Kills has really nice songs
:I want my pay asap
:I want 6 november to come soon
:I want nano chromatic
:I HATE a***n
:I feel like kicking the ball around
:And my growing tembel is still annoying the shit out of me

yes wth i know:)

RANDOM.

2008-09-23T01:52:00.008+08:00

HELLO:)
I'm feeling extremely happy right now.that means the stomach cramps might attack toms.Good luck to those meeting me toms man!HAHA!just kidding.today was pretty much a good day.met the best friend for sharing session!okay sharing sounds like some rehab shit but sounds better than bitching dont you think?haha.so anyway managed to catch Make It Happen.not a bad movie actually.the dance routines were ouh so HOT!haha.so initial plan was to breakfast with the MI peeps but movie ended pretty late so had dinner with nad and vivek instead then train-ed down to vivo to meet them.enjoyed their company.and its great how we are still close even after almost two years.pretty awesome.haha.ill post pics soon:)

okay I'm feeling super random so the next few paragraphs are most likely gonna be random shits.so bear with me:)

RANDOM PART I
anyway Hari Raya is in a weeks time.ouh so freaking fast ey.
well three things I'm looking forward to for hari raya are:
One,helping my maid cook the ouh so good food
Two,visiting with PING YI peeps
Three,visiting with MI peeps

the three things I'm not looking forward to for raya are:
One,cleaning my room and house
Two,the whats-gonna-be situation on the first day of raya
Three,having to ask for forgiveness.

okay the third one can be on both the three things I'm looking forward to and I'm not looking forward to.
it's simply because:
One,i'll be able to ask for forgiveness cause i know i've done a hell lot of sins.Two,i hate the crying part.even though how hard i try to control my tears, when i see my granny and mum cry ill end up crying.And Three,i don't want to be a hypocrite and ask of forgiveness from someone who i don't actually want to ask from.

ouh wells i've got one more week to be holy.haha

RANDOM PART II
ouh iive been wanting to blog about this but i kept forgetting.
so anyway Lewis Hamilton picture is like everywhere around singapore or maybe town now.
and you know what i think!
i think that he has looks alil like Theo Walcott and Tiger Woods.

if you dont know who is who ive got nothing to say man.
anyway yes?no?haha.

but theo walcott is just sooo haaaaaaaaaaaaa.
just look at this man!he's only 19 mind you.
i so wanna marry him someday.
but that someday will never come of course.
cmon man marry me walcott!HAHAHAHA

RANDOM PART III
i think im gonna get tembel AGAIN!it hurts so badly.
aiyayai!
someone bite it off for me please.
thank you:)

RANDOM PART V
Opera Estate Pri sch kids are weird like that please.
i dont know what they are learning nowadays.
hahahaha.thank god i wasnt like that when i was their age.
skipping school,emo,cutting themselves and skinny jeans?
HAHAHAHAAH!KIDS PLEASE ACT LIKE KIDS!

goodnight humans of planet earth<3

Cant fight this feeling anymore.

2008-09-22T02:35:00.000+08:00

SOYAHS 18th BIRTHDAY

YANI BUNNY
happy people!:)

shalu got so excited that she literally kissed me!haha.

The Soyah signature pose

LOVE IS BLIND

damn it was funshit!haha
anyway i feel so bad for screaming at everyone esp my mum in the afternoon!
ouh wells.
pms and fasting is such a bad combi!haha.
okay im gonna sleep or watch goal 2.

goodnight:)

stare at the sun

2008-09-21T12:28:00.004+08:00

I sit here clutching useless lists
Keys for doors that dont exist
I crack my teeth on pearls

Tear into the history
Show me what it means to me
In this world ya in this world

Cause i am due for a miracle
Im waiting for a sign
Stare straight into the sun
And i wont close my eyes
Untill i understand or go blind

I see the parts but not the whole
Study saints and scholars both
But no perfect plan unfurls
Do i trust my heart or just my mind
Why is truth so hard to find in this world
Ya in this world

Cause i am due for a miracle
Im waiting for a sign
Stare straight into the sun
And i wont close my eyes
Untill i understand or go blind

I know that theres a point i missed
A shrine or stone i haven't kissed
A scar that never graced my wrist
A mirror that hasn't met my fist
But i can't help feeling like

fuck pms fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.
CB
arghh i feel like shooting myself right fucking now!

Goodbye

2008-09-21T01:10:00.004+08:00

I don't want to let you down

I don't want to lead you on
I don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong

You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say but goodbye

You deserve the chance at the kind of love
I'm not sure I'm worthy of
Losing you is painful to me

one of the best sad songs ever.
anyway soyah's birthday was a blast.
i'm glad she enjoyed herself like how everyone did.
i'll post the pics some other time when i feel less depressed.
damn you pms.
PMS IS NO EXCUSE I KNOW.
but sometimes when you blame it on pms it'll just make you feel way better:)
so its exactly 9 days to raya.
which means 28 more days before school starts.
which also means roughly 46 more days to 6 November.
thats PREEETYYY long ey.
ouh wells.

I really miss Radhea JK.
and Nad can i see you on monday please?pretty urgent.

WE LOVE YOU SOYAH:)

Mixtape.

2008-09-19T05:00:00.005+08:00

Honesty is the best policy
But insecurities rules oneself
I love you-s gives one no reason to love.
May seem nothing compared to 123 others.
Neither looks nor brains
But trust is what matters the most.
And when there's trust, love grows.
I trust therefore i love.

i may not make sense but who cares.
haha.

and so i cant sleep yet.i need to digest my food and I'm not that sleepy.
so i shall wish MY MISS BEAN/KECOH [no.2 after nad of course!haha]

A VERY HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY!

SOYAH BINTE MD NOOR<3

I know i can trust you to not do anything stupid on your eighteenth birthday.but i cannot trust what they're gonna do to you on your eighteenth birthday.hahaha
well longest girlfriend ever!Even though we didn't get to talk/bond much in primary school,except during netball trainings or games, I'm glad we got close in secondary school. And soyah please remember that blue is blue!it is not GREY!hahahaha.love you babe!

ps: mothers are pro like that when it comes to annoying the shit out of you.haha

loveeeeee<3

crazy for your lips.

2008-09-17T15:50:00.010+08:00

had a bestfriend day out with nad.atique just had to be bitchy what.BITCH!hahahaha.

picked nad from school cab to her house then to ehub for movie and breakfast.

4bia.not bad movie but definitely the wrong choice for us.cause it was scary shit.haha.i wouldnt mind watching it again actually but not just the two of us.hahaha.

so anyway tuition was a pain.well actually HEART PAIN.i pity the boy.he's such a good boy.does his work and all but im really really scared for him.thank god i didnt lose my patience yesterday.i really really wanna help him.i wish i can do his exams for him.HELP!haha

okay i really wanna post these pictures cause i really really really had fun that day.hahaha.theres alot so heh!:)

ARNOLDS!

Roadside Camwhoring!:)

this is what you call "kiss my ass"

she loves it i know!haha

scary enough?

album cover in the making.haha

Car Ride!:)

look at how small bila is!haha.

lick my baby!haha

Airport Loving.

royale Radhea<3

coolshitt!HAHA

haha im done.

i so wanna watch oth season 1 & 2 AGAIN!hahaha

one tree hill

2008-09-15T01:34:00.003+08:00

james lucas scott is the cutest boy ever in one tree hill!

adorable aint he!
lucas and peyton are finally back together!
im starting to pity dan.
carrie deserve to freaking die.
victoria is a BITCH!
and haley is getting prettier every season.
IM SO IN LOVE WITH ONE TREE HILL ALL OVER AGAIN!
:D:D:D

1409

2008-09-14T00:01:00.001+08:00

its 14-09-08
ouh wells.
no that the date mattered but its 140908.
HAHA.

i suddenly feel like listening to Always by Bon Jovi.

And I will love you, baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don't rhyme
And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you - Always

haha.bye:)

:D:D

2008-09-13T21:59:00.003+08:00

RYAN BABEL IS LOVEEEEEEEE!
final whistle 2-1!

IN YOUR FACE MAN UTD FANS!
i almost teared when babel scored the goal!jumping up and down like some monkey!but i dont give two shits!
YEA LIVERPOOL!
i was so close to go to azman and laugh in his freaking face!but i know i'll just make things worst so i didnt!hahaha.im just so super duper happy!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
WHOOHOOOO!
:D:D:D:D

arsenal and blackburn are playing now and Fabregas looks good with thick hair!SEXY ey!hahahaha.and my boyfriend, Theo Walcott is looking HOT as usual.HAHAHAHA
Van Persie just scored.my bf helped him!awwwwwww.i love you baby!HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

i need to watch my boyfriend play!
bye:D

liverpool

2008-09-13T20:30:00.005+08:00

i just turned on the laptop when i received a text from the bestfriend and this was what she said.

"GOAL!HAHAHAHAHAHA"

i was like SHIT

so i plead my sister to change the channel and what i saw was *sighhhh*

LIVPOOL 0-1 MAN UTD

04:07

Carlos Teves 3rd min

WAH CBBBBBBBBBBB.

HEARTPAIN!

after sometime when my sister decided to be nice and go to the kitchen i switched back and i smiled.

LIVPOOL 1-1 MAN UTD

30:smthg

Wes Brown 27th min(own goal)

HAHAHAHAHAHA IN YOUR FACE BUSH!

i know you dont really care but thats for being bitchy!

gerrard and torres are on the bench!:(

but i think liverpool is playing pretty well.

WOOOHOOOO!

and ouh i know what i want for my birthday!

Limited Edition 'Signature Series' Boxed Shirt

£89.99

okay maybe not

but OMG I WILL MARRY YOU RIGHT THERE AND THEN!

hahahahahahahahaha

okay im gonna watch the 2nd half!

l.o.v.e

2008-09-12T00:31:00.000+08:00

i got bored rotting the whole damn day so i decided to move the remaining items left on my previous table to the new one.so as i was clearing and rearranging the things guess what i found!

THIS!

freaking old school shit man!okay not so old school but its been quite some time.i dont even remeber which comes first but these two are my ultimate most favouritest badges.hahahaha.

ouh man i suddenly miss ncc again.sometimes i do regret not going for clt course when i had the chance to but most of the times maybe not!HAHAHAHAHA.ouh wells

anyway tuition sucked today.you wanna know why?cause i suck at science!i wasnt sure if lightning was a natural form of electricity.but the rest was alright i guess?why cant i just teach maths?damn it.hahahaha.

ouh sunil finally came to his senses and realised that im not snobbish!it fits him better though.haha.but eventhough he can be snobbish at times, he's still one of the nicest people i met in M.I.and sunil dont worry 14 years is not that long!
see im nice!hahaha.and goodluck for your remaining papers:)

okay bye:)

so it is one or two?

2008-09-11T00:06:00.004+08:00

results are out.
i didnt think it would be out this soon.
past two sems i felt like it took forever to be out.
i wasnt prepared to receive the sms so i was pretty shock when i got it.haha
passed everything though.thank god.i actually laughed after reading it.
i didnt know whether to feel satisfied or disappointed.
maybe half of both?
but pretty disappointed for storemgt and farm.
ouh wells.the main thing is that i passed everything.so yea!
so heres the results:
mktres: c+,storemgt: c+,rbb: b,farm: c+,rp1: c+,dinc: b
i still want atleast one damn freaking A.just one before i graduate.pleasee.
hahaha.

anyway hazel and lalitha we have to meet up soon okay.i miss you arses:)
and i think xp should win the the award for the gf of the year.
so loving patient and sweet.
bear is some lucky guy man.
i want a bf like her!
how sayang?hahaha.

alright im off!bye bitches:)

the usuals

2008-09-10T04:48:00.005+08:00

one an a half weeks have past since fasting month and sem hols started.
first week was a drag but this week, its passing pretty fast i must say.
and omg results will be out somewhere around this week too!
surprisingly im not that eager to get them.no idea why.
its either that im weird or weird.hahaha.but hopefully it'll be good ey.
i so freaking need a better GPA.wish me luck okay!hahaha.

anyway did i mention that im giving tuition?haha.yesterday was the first lesson!
a nice adorable primary 5 boy.hopefully he stays like that and not be like the bestfriends tuition kid or i'll just die!
HAHAHAHAHA!SORRY AR BUSH!:):)

i realised that i havent had the usual friday meet ups with the girls and boys for quite some time now.pretty sad actually but i'll you guys soon okay?
and girls!please remember soyahs birthday coming up!
who's planning it ar?how about hafizah md alifi?
babe soyah planned your birthday but you just had to ruin it.so its payback time!
HAHAHAHAHA just kidding!
just as long as not simpang again please!thank you!:)
and i havent seen "handsome" boy for over a week now.
damn you arsehole.stay so far some more!hahahaha

okay this is random but remember this picture?hahaha.

last day of school+FASTING month+uncle ali.RINGS A BELL?

hahahahaha.we were such horrible people in sec school please.call ourselves seniors and so much for setting a good example to the young punks.hahahaha.i think (no offence) they were worst than us.we had an excuse okay!LAST DAY OF SCHOOL AND ITS A GIRL THING(for some).hahahahahaha.damn i miss those days.

alright im done blabbering and digesting my food.

so have a good sleep everyone:)

ouh crap

2008-09-08T06:57:00.002+08:00

two words for the both of you
FUCK OFF!
seriously
disgusting faggots.
you two should fucking fuck yourselves.
you: cant believe you still had the cheek to think youre still part us and cant believe you screamed at her cause we didnt invite you.EEEEEEEE.what the fuck were you thinking?i dont know why she still treats you so nicely after all that youve done to her.i may have your genes but im not an asshole and a hypocrite like you.
and you: stop trying so hard to look innocent in peoples eyes.and youre still living in the talk no action world i see.fickle as usual.

ouh my i realised that you two have so much in common.wow.thats just great.fuckheads.

sorry for the sudden fluctuation of emotion.
its 7.30am and im still wide awake.
i think im thinking too much.well ive got nothing else to do man.
and im annoyed that i have to stay home and see that dicks face for breakfast tonight.
will someone just dick slap him for me please?

too cool

2008-09-08T02:24:00.003+08:00

one of the most irritating song ever!
but my sister and i both cant stop singing the song.

annoyingly funny.
hahahahahahahaha
IM TOO COOL FOR YOU!

You see some are born with beauty, brains and talent
And they got it all
While others have to try all their lives
Still they never get the call
That's the difference between you and me
Obviously
I'm a natural
I'm the real deal, yeah

she's so full of herself la.
but hahahahaha i love the song!
and camp rock is so childishly awesome!
hahahahahha.

goodnight:)

and omg victor is scary!
he's happy to do closing with me cause he wants to know where i live!
he stares at me with an evil smile.
and he wants to take me out for dinner.

and he claims that im his god sister.

WTF?!
OUH GOD!this is freeeeeaky

you see him and you will know why i find him scary.
someone save me pleasee.
im so gonna kill jackson toms!
erghhh

happy someday.

2008-09-06T03:09:00.003+08:00

Let's pretend everything's fine
Put on our fake smiles and keep wasting our time
Let's pretend we're fine
Go out in style and come home in denial
Let's pretend we're fine

she's the one who waits here for you,
she's the one who'll always adore you,
she's the one who sees right through it all.

Someday she'll be happy
will someone tell her when will that be?
Somewhere she lost track of what's right
and now she's stuck on the sidelines
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
not gonna take it any longer
It's time to take back control of her life

she'll take in all in
like how she usually does
cause she knows that
that she'll be happy someday

:)

fuck off

2008-09-06T02:40:00.002+08:00

why?
every year something is definitely bound to happen.
two years back it was me
this year its her
who's gonna be your next target?
arent you ashamed of yourself?
its obvious that everyone HATES i repeat HATES YOU
sometimes i even pity you, i talk to you, i give you respect
but you will never fail to disappoint me over and over again.
you dont even try to make amends
everyone is just so sick of these games.
what is seriously wrong with you?
god gave you a brain for a reason
TO FUCKING THINK!
you'd rather listen to others then your own flesh and blood.
what sort of person are you.
you fucking went over board this time around.
what wrong have she done to you?
disrespect you?
have you ever thought why she doesnt respect you?
have you?
you dont fucking respect her why the fuck should she?
you treat her well actually the whole lot of us like shit.
you dont even have respect for yourself.
"fuck off" are just the perfect words for you.
i no longer have respect for you.
i fucking HATE YOU.

857

2008-09-05T18:14:00.003+08:00

i got lost today!whoohooo!
i took 857 instead of 67.
i realised that the bus was going a different route only when it just entered the expressway
so i ended up at amoy quee camp.
thank god i know the area or i would have just died!
WHY SO BLUR ATIQAH WHY!
maybe cause i felt like shit today.haiya.
but i loved the long bus ride home.
long bus rides alone when you feel like shit are just so nice.
call me weird i dont care.
maybe i should take the wrong bus more often.haha.

:)

picturesssss

2008-09-03T03:46:00.012+08:00

okay its 3.45 am and im bored as hell so i shall post pictures!theres a million and one pics so be prepared.haha:)

feezas birthday surprise part I(coffeeclub ms)

happy 18th hafizah

fana,feeza,shalu<3

feezas birthday surprise part II(amirahs grill)

when yani did something really stupid!haha

fun street girls!HAHA

ouh the rubberband game.super funny!look at their faces!haha

the bestfriend with the long chin.haha

friday night sheesha(mosi cafe)

nadiah anwar niazi<3

shaf:)

xiao ping:)

atique saw a ghost!no she is one!hahaha.LAME!woohoo!
pretty witch kelly

okay im done.told you i was bored!hahhahaha

bye:)

nur hafizah alifi

2008-09-03T01:19:00.006+08:00

okay this entry is long over due but what the hell its the thought that counts.

hahaha.

one of my closest girlfriend just turned 18 last thursday so this entry goes to her

dear feeza,

i really dont know what to say.haha.okay no i actually have alot to say but my mind is so blank right now.haha.seriously speaking you were my first proper friend in ping yi.we went through lots of shits together.i would love to list them down but there are just too many.but the best moments i had with you was in sec one.cikgu fatimahs class was the shit man.eating paper and plastic cause we were damn hungry and of course the old folks exercise we did together in front of the whole class.haha.embarassing but we had tons of fun.ive watched you grow from a super tomboy to this more girlish who even knows how to wear makeup!fyi i still dont know how to wear make up okay.haha.im glad i was there to see you grow.i really want to thank you for all the memories we had in ping yi and making it a good one.i will definitely cherish them and i think without you it would have been very different.just so you know youre very much appreciated.you know i love you feeza:)

this entry may not be as good as the one bush wrote for you but i still love you feeza!haha

md farhan razali

2008-08-31T00:14:00.003+08:00

this entry goes out to my mat bestfriend,

MD Farhan razali

dear farhan,

do you remember how we got close?after knowing that i am mezzars cousin you kept annoying the shit out of me during recess time.everyday without fail you will stand infront of the vending machine and pretend to bring the bottle drink out of the canteen.it was really really extremely annoying please!but im actually glad you did that.cause then i wouldnt have found my bestfriend:)you were there for almost all my major moments.my first puff,my olevels results,heartbreaks and so on and so forth.i know you will still be here for my future major moments like how i know i will/want be there for yours too.so aye please please take good care of yourself when im not around.[okay i know your gf will do that]but please remember that i'll always be here for you okay!and please being legal doesnt mean you can do nonsense shits.you should know your limits la hor.haha!i love you bestfriend!
happy 18th birthday:)

love is in the air

2008-08-30T11:31:00.003+08:00

exams are finally over.
well hols started for me two days ago actually!
somehow i feel like i could have done better but what the hell its over!
hahaha
anyway the past two days have been good.
but last night was great!chinaone was surprisingly awesome!
well i thought it was boring at first but after the band really started playing,the crowd went crazy and the songs they played were awesome.and yea i had a good time!thank you nadiah anwar niazi!
tonight's gonna be another goood night i hope!well it better be cause its for my baby!hahaha

okay i know im kinda late but

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY
MD FARHAN RAZALI[25th august]
NUR HAFIZAH MD ALIFI[28th august]

i love you bitches:)

im off i need to go get ready!

loveeee:)

witch radhia

2008-08-24T21:33:00.005+08:00

ouh ouh before i forget!bush ive got another picture of witch RADHIA!

witchy enough?hahaa
but nothing can beat the sheesha picture la!haha
WITCH RADHIA WITCH RADHIA!
well whether or not you were one in your previous life or you'll be one in your after life, i'll still love you hor!
ey being a witch is cool okay!can marry harry potter!HAHAHAHAHAHA.
the word witch and harry potter just got me reminded of kellys story.damn cock!but she's pretty please!
hahahahahahahahaha:))

freak i need redbull now!

making a memory

2008-08-24T19:56:00.003+08:00

managed to catch the fireworks by korea with the two besfriends from the benjamin sheares bridge.was a very last minute thing but was worthwhile cause it was really beautiful!however its was freaky after it ended cause one of the bestfriend was pms-ing so macam monster!hahahahahahaha.you know i love you right!

so anyway went to vivo with my mum and sis before meeting the girls to get some stuff.
and i realised that i havent taken the cable car in years.and that was my first time in genting.how pathetic i know.sooooooo *hint hint*.hahahaha.ive got 1 1/2 mths of hols and a birthday coming up!girlfriends?anyone?hahahahahaha.ouh wells

ps: im so addicted to plain white t's again.HAHA and and i miss you annoying boy:)

loveee:)

losing myself

2008-08-23T14:56:00.002+08:00

Stuck in a moment,
At ten past nine,
Don't know if she's showing,
I wish she would tell me what was on her mind,
I can't stand not knowing.
Why am I here?

She used to say I was the love of her life,
Lately she ain't showing,
I used to say she's gonna to make a good wife,
Where is this thing going?
Why am I here?
Why am I here?

(Every word)
Every word I know,
I can't help losing myself
(With Every Kiss)
Every kiss goodnight,
I can't help losing myself,
I can't help losing myself, In you.

Stuck in a moment that was ten-0-nine,
No way she is showing,
These games she plays,
aren't even worth my time,
Where is this thing going?
Why am I here?
Why am I here?

(With Every word)
Every word I know,
I can't help losing myself
(With Every Kiss)
Every kiss goodnight,
I can't help losing myself, In you.

No You don't wanna let me go,
But you can't have it both ways, no,
What can I do?
'Cause I can't help falling,
And I can't stop calling you.
What can I do?

(With Every word)
Every word I know,
I can't help losing myself
(With Every Kiss)
Every kiss goodnight,
I can't help losing myself

(Every time)
Every time We fight,
I can't do anything right
(When we say)
When we say goodbye
I can't help losing myself,
I can't help losing myself, In you.

Cause I am due for a miracle

2008-08-23T12:54:00.002+08:00

store mgt paper was SURPRISINGLY good.
i could do it!feel so proud of myself!haha
hopefully i'll be able to get atleast a B:)

anyway i feel quite guilty cause i didnt study much yesterday
i kept having this thinking that i can/should not study for a day to distress since one paper is over.
but the bad thing it that im still having that thinking now!
this is so not gooood.haha
the last two papers are the major ones.
i need to studyhard for it if i want a B for both subjects!
so god please help me okay?

and like oommmggg i didnt know people dont grow old please!WOW!
ouh wells atleast im aware that im not that pretty and whatnot.
unlike some people out there.who are just so thick skin.
i dont like to criticise people but youre just too ugly inside out.
do you really need me to get you a mirror?

alright happy studying:)

face down ass up.

2008-08-20T23:26:00.003+08:00

have you heard my new ringing tone.
FUCKING FUNNY!
i didnt know M1 changed it.
dhea and aimran said it was damn funny and i didnt get it.
so i decided to hear it for myself.
AND OMG IT IS SO FUCKING ANNOYING & FUNNY!
HAHAHAHHAHAHAA.
i think if im having a bad day and i listen to it, it will definitely make my day
but if youre trying to get me and i decide to be bitchy and not pick up the phone then goodluck to you.
hahahahahaha.

anyway im so gonna die studying especially for rbb.
so many chapters to cover so little time.
and soon i'll die of heart attack or some cancer!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
someone just shoot me please!

and hahahahahahahahaha.fucking cock bull shit lame!
hope it explodes in your fucking face.
either or wont make a difference.still ugly.hahahahahahhaha
im bitchy like that.i dont give two fucks man.hahahahahaha

alright im off.
toms gonna be another fucking long day.
just great!haha

goodnight.

Nadiah anwar niazi

2008-08-19T23:14:00.004+08:00

this entry goes out to NADIAH ANWAR NIAZI.

dear nadiah,

i know we havent been meeting and talking much lately.

just so you know youre greatly missed by NUR ATIQAH AZMAN!

i guess we both been busy with school and exams.

but dont worry holidays coming up soon.

and even though yours will be a short one, i'll be the bestest bestfriend and pick you up from school la okay!well not everyday but atleast once a week!thats a promise.your school too far la!haha.if i break it i owe you coke and fries okay.set!

and please please remember we have a date on the 29th of august:)

I LOVE YOU BF:)

love,

your annoying bestfriend

random: the dentist at bedok poly is OMG!i so wanna marry a dentist now!HOT SHIT!haha

happy studying arses:)

wings of a butterfly

2008-08-17T11:52:00.005+08:00

atique will kill me if she knows im doing this right now!

hahahahaha.

so anyway yesterday was pretty nice.

spent the whole day with my mum.

and i somehow managed to drop hints about going for a trip with the girls at the end of the year.

but as usual "ASK YOUR FATHER".

and he was a bloody pain in the ass yesterday.

but wth.whats new anyway.

so after all the accompanying to my sisters convo and jamiyah,

we went to eat at chai chee seafood.i was actually craving for lamb chop but raimah was closed and so decided on hor fun.but i got something else as well that really made me ouh so happy!

my mum: what do you want?

me: Hor Fun also.

my mum: You want crab?

me: YEEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSS with a huge smile on my face!

hahahaa.i love my mum please!

and i finally i had my favourite black pepper crab after so long.cause normally everyone will agree on chilli crab but hahahahaha i love my mummy:):):)

kak nora and aimran joined us for the really really early dinner.and i tell you my sister and mum are so bitchy when it comes to guys.hahahaha.but i still love them.haha

so yea the kenduri wasnt exactly kenduri.my aunts grandson had his little thing circumcised so you know malays when this kind of thing happens there will always be a function.it was kinda a huge thing.with kuda kepang and all.and i swear to god i hate and i mean hate kuda kepang.it is so freaky.eating glass eating wood that was still burning get beaten up with rotan and fainting.WAH CB.i hope i wont have to see it again ever again.and i swear if and were to get married and my husband wants to have kuda kepang as part of our wedding ceremony i swear to god i wont marry him.die die i wont!hahahahahaha.okay maybe not.but i'll figure something out!hahahaha.

Nafa Convocation 2008

i think this is cool shit.hahaha

okay im gonna go get ready.hahhaa

bye:)

wouldnt matter anyway.

2008-08-16T13:23:00.005+08:00

i feel so f-ing guilty.
i didnt study they whole of yesterday!
i even skipped rbb tut.
why did i skip rbb?
i have no freaking idea.
cause maybe i thought that i am so smart that i can Ace the subject without much difficulties:)
well obviously not duhh.haha
but i was in no mood to study anyway.
so if i were to go also it wouldnt have made a difference.haha

so had dinner at simpang with soyah and naz, then took 10 down to siglap to meet the boys and the two minahs,bush&dhea.the guys did thier usual friday night past time and yea it was fun as usual.

anway i just got home from my 2nd sisters convocation at Singapore conference hall.since she didnt want my dad to go and my eldest sister had tuition,me being the nicest most loving daughter accompanied my mum.hahahaha.it was cool yet boring but everyone looked good.haha.ill post the pics when my sister gets home.

okay ive got to accompany my mum to jamiyah later on at 3 and ive got to attend some kenduri at my aunts place in the evening.which means that i wont be studying again today.wah im so screwed.ive got only 5 more days to my first paper and im still slacking like mad.hahahaha
fuck it lets chiong starting from toms!
hahahaha

im gonna take a short nap.
yes mcm babi i know.
haha

bye:)

everywhere i go.

2008-08-15T00:09:00.004+08:00

It's funny how you think you really know yourself

Like you would never lose yourself to someone else

And I was up to thinking it was all about you and me

I should have never listened to a word you said

But I was always giving into promises

I never should have gone for

I should have never longed for you no matter how hard it gets

If you had only told me how you really felt

I could've put my feelings into someone else

But I was busy thinking that was where I was supposed to be

But there was something about you that I couldn't resist

Can't put my finger on it but whatever it is

I never should have stood for

Knowing you're no good for me

That's the way it is

I tell myself, get over you

It's so the right, right thing to do

And just when I thought I was done

You pulled me in for another run.

i need my girls now.

fuck.

turn around and walk away.

2008-08-14T13:19:00.002+08:00

you play with ones heart

another will play with yours.

Frank Sinatra

2008-08-13T21:42:00.002+08:00

im so addicted to frank sinatra by miss kittin.
fucking wrong but its very addictive!
thanks ar bush.haha.

anyway im so pissed off with a million and one things right now.
i dont know whether its pms or that everything is just so pissifying.
well i dont give two fucks but you just have to piss me off during this period right right right
sluts la you mfs.haha.

i need to start mugging like mad now disease!exams starts next friday.thats fast man.i realised that time flies ouh so fucking fast this term.but its good cause long sem break is coming.NICEEEEEE.
talking about hols i need to find a job.atiques gonna give tuition.she starts on this fri!so exciting!well i thought of giving tuition as well.maybe primary school maths and malay?what do you think?HAHAHAHAHA.i cannot imagine myself teaching someone please.but i might consider it.seems interesting ey.

okay goodnight fuckers.

SUCK MY DICK KISS MY ASS!
hahahaha!

sorry for being vulgar.im just not in the right state of mind.thank you:)

#7

2008-08-12T22:40:00.002+08:00

STMF slut slut slut slut slut slut.
FUCKING slut.
slut slut slut slut.
im glad you found out.
for once i thought that slut would change but i guess not.
repeating the whole damn cycle all over again.
two in a day.
one not enough meh?
still had the cheek to ask.
please look at yourself in the mirror.
youre just lucky youre a sweet talker or the mirror would have exploded.
bayar sepuluh dollar main tiga round.
i bet you would wouldnt you. cheap slut.
well karma is a motherfucking bitch.
it will hit right back at you.

this entry may not make sense but wth
i dont give two fucks.
hahahahahaha.
fucking slut.

just what i needed.

2008-08-11T22:43:00.003+08:00

My worries weigh the world, how I used to be
And everything, I'm cold, seems a plague in me
And it's hard to say how I feel today
For years gone by and I cried

Mr paper was a disappointment.
mr project grade is another disappointment.
all the effort put in went down the drain.
great.

im fine:)
well im also a liar.

goodnight.

if tomorrow never comes.

2008-08-11T00:59:00.003+08:00

it makes sense.
i dont think its insecurity.
its just so obvious.
right dhea?
okay now i really feel like shit.
hahahahahahahaaha
fuckit.

toms Mr test.wish me luck!
i need to do well.haha

goodnight:)

080808

2008-08-08T23:15:00.008+08:00

Boy I hear you in my dreams

I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart

You make it easier when life gets hard:)

im tired to blog.but i wanna blog cause its 080808.hahahahaha.

so ill just post some pics from today.

so what happened today:

rbb presentation.

dinner with the girls.

hazelhazelhazel<3

rjk<3

HAHAHAHAHAHAH

i love you girls la:)

alright im off!toms gonna be a long dayyyyy.

goodnight:)

it's hard to say.

2008-08-06T23:22:00.002+08:00

shitty feeling.cant possibly be pms.fuckit.

anyway had no school today but i came back to school to help count stocks in 1st avenue.after which met atique for lunch at itas.and i dont think im ever gonna eat the western food there anymore.it just sucks so badly.dont know how people can eat it.salty fish and chips and cold and tasteless chicken chop.i think i'll just stick to the claypot stall or the yong tau foo stall.haha.

the plan today was to study for the up coming MR test.well i did study but just 2 chapters.I FEEL SO UNPRODUCTIVE!it got cut half way cause nad came down to tp.she finally passed her BTT!congrats babe:)must pass ftt first try okay?
so yea spent time with her and xp at the void deck opp school while waiting for atique to end school.went met dhea at tm.walked around got fatter then head back home.

well i started feeling like shit in the bus so stopped by the field since i didnt feel like going home just yet.got ashraf to accompany me and we watched Hancock on his laptop.but got cut halfway cause his batt died.it just had to die when the movie just got interesting.but a pretty nice movie i must say.well looks like i have to rent the dvd after all.hahaha

i have to start studying now!but i just dont seem to be able to do anything else but sit and stare into space.arhhhh.hopefully it'll go away toms.i cant waste anymore time!i guess ill be mugging the whole freaking day toms.well i have to!hahaha

nights:)

singfest08

2008-08-06T00:26:00.002+08:00

okay im so smart like that that i blogged on my previous blog instead of this one. hahaha
so if you wanna read on SINGFEST please click here.
http://lameeass.blogspot.com/

thank you:)

old school shitzz

2008-08-04T20:30:00.005+08:00

okay this is gonna be a super random post but i feel like blogging about it.haha
its gonna be lame so please leave now if you dont like lame stories.primary school shits yo!hahahaha.

anyway i was just thinking about what to put in my powerpoint slides and short form ppt.
then i suddenly got reminded of how ashikin(pri sch bestfriend), Michelle and i used to sneak into this apartment in kembangan to swim!how this link to ppt was because we used to text each other "appt after school?"hahahahahahahaa.LAME?yes i know.but i really miss those days man.we were in primary 6 if im not mistaken.it was shit fun.i remembered how i used to go to shikins place almost every other day to play catching,playstation(the bugs bunny racing game), how we used to slide down her staircase using mattress, how we used to buy nasi padang for 2.20 and eat it at her place and how larry tan kah keong used to join us for to play really stupid games. i really miss those days man.super duper fun shit yo!hahaha. and i actually miss them. but i do see michelle once in awhile around school though.last i heard shikin is in rp and larry i have no freaking idea.DAMN i actually hated primary school cause i was kental shit to the max but i actually had fun with those 3 people.hahahaha.

spot me if you can.HAHAHA.

and mrs shahrin was the bestest teacher i ever had.

okay can.enough of embarassing myself.haha
ill update on SINGFEST soon!
and FYI it was awesomeeeeeeeeeeee!
hahahaa:):)

number twentytwo.

2008-07-30T01:33:00.004+08:00

You're the thought that starts each morning,
the conclusion to each day.
You are in all that i do,
and everything i say

You're the smile on my face,
the twinkle in my eye.
The warmth inside my heart,
the fullness in my life.

You're the hand thats laced to mine,
and the coat upon my back.
My friend, my love, my shoulder to lean on.

You're my silly,mature,caring,thoughtful,
bright and honest guy.
The one who holds me tightly,when i need to cry.

You're the dimple in my cheek,
the ever-constant tingle in my soul.
The voice that makes me weak,
the happiness of my life.

You are all i've wanted,
you are all i need.
You are all i've dreamed of,
you are all of this to me.

i love the peom.
goodnight.

i fucking hell deserve to die.blahh

happy tuesday:)

2008-07-29T22:27:00.007+08:00

I REALLY CANT WAIT FOR PROJECTS TO END!

MR ROCHE IS SO FREAKING NICE!
and did i mention that he's goodlooking?
hahahahaha.and his star tattoo is just so HOT!
i know i said he was a bitch last year but maybe he just had a change of heart after getting married.you can see a smile on his face everytime he talks about her.
SOOO SWEET!
hahahahahahahahhaahhahahhahahahaahhahahahahahahaha.
this is so tak pasti please.

ouh guess what happened this morning.
this smart fat girl was late for school.
her class starts at 11 but she woke up 10.56.
too smart what that she can afford to skip tutorial.best part i know nuts about the chapter cause i left the lec half way to finish up the project.im so screwed!exams is in like 3 weeks?

today was a good day.
even though i was so freaking tired.
but yea dont you just love tuesdays?:)

i love you mama.
okay RBB here i come!

and to the rest of the world goodnight:)

one i'll never regret.
youre still the best one yet.
just so you know,youre very much appreciated.
thank you:)

75th

2008-07-29T00:39:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 75th BIRTHDAY NENEK.

youre simply z best and the cutest grandma ever!

and somehow they both look alike in this picture.

haha.

i love you both:)

okay bye.

how far we've come.

2008-07-28T23:01:00.008+08:00

Aylar Dianati Lie is so damn FUCKING HOT.
GO watch this video
http://youtube.com/watch?v=IgFwiCApH7E&feature=related
and all i ever wanted.

hahahahaha.
anyway MR IS FINALLY OVER!
i felt like burning all the notes after presentation just now but i realised that i have one final test in two weeks.hahaha
but im glad the project is done .
freaking annoying and time consuming la.
one more left!
JIA YOU!
or however its spelt.i dont take bahasa cina okay.hahahahaha

simply love.

ill post the rest from sat soon if i have time.hahaha.

goodnight:)

WHICH PART LAH FUCK.

2008-07-24T09:46:00.008+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

i thought i was blind

are you kidding me.

what the fuck

call me a bitch for all i care.

YOU'RE just SO HILARIOUS.

HAHA

i miss you.

2008-07-23T22:45:00.002+08:00

THE DARK KNIGHT was :):):):):):):)

and one more thing, when you need to pee during a movie just go!
no matter what your bestfriend says.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
you know i love you radhia jamal kazura!

okay hopefully i wont get nightmares tonight.haha

goodnight!

soccer/netball.

2008-07-21T23:26:00.005+08:00

Searching for GIRLS who are interested to play soccer or netball or both.
-training days,time and place are to be confirmed depending on the responses.
-There will be coach and Jerseys will be provided.
-Anyone is welcome to join.but you must be a girl of course.
-No age limit.
-No prior experience is needed.
-Maybe just basic knowledge about the game.
SO if you're interested or for more information do tag me or drop me an email at

twinklin_starsburning@hotmail.com

Thank you:)

life is wonderful.

2008-07-21T00:24:00.003+08:00

i should fucking stop listening to emo songs!

it'll just make me feel worst.

hahahaha.

anyway i love the bestfriends!

and i miss nadiah anwar niazi so damn fucking much!

havent seen/talked to her much for over a week now.

maybe shes just busy with the kids/school now.

i wonder how she'll be like when she have her own kids man.

hahaha.

met the other two bestfriends in the afternoon.

zahir was suppose to come along but he had to go sentosa in the end so i didnt get to see the cutest most adorable boy:( and he's leaving again toms.i guess i just have to wait to see him again:)

but i still had fun with the two girls.THANK YOU LOVES!i really needed to get out today.hahaha.and i feel really good.thank you babies:)

when radhia jamal kazura gets her laksa!

i love the background!hahaaha

okay im off.

goodnight bitches:)

something sweet oh something strong.

2008-07-20T12:05:00.002+08:00

i finally went to ikea last night!
do know how difficult it was to get my mum to go!
when she goes to ikea i'll be out when im home she'll be lazy to go out.
but since my father wanted to go yest so YEY!
finally got some stuff for my new room!
whoohooo!
now im a happy child!
but im still annoyed cause the table is not here yet!
hopefully it really comes toms.please hor uncle dont cheat my feelings again!:D
anyway i love the mirror the most.
its simple but i like it!
HAHAHAHAAHAHA!

did i mention that coffee beans carrot cake it freaking goooood.
way better than coffeeclubs carrot cake.
its just so yummy and its worth it.
5.50 for a pretty big piece!
it definitely needs to be shared or you'll get sick of it.
but sharing is caring right right right??:D:D:D:D:D

okay ive got a million and one things to do today.
but i dont know where to start.
hahahahahahaha

bye la:)

fingernails

2008-07-20T00:09:00.003+08:00

"hold on to your words cause talk is cheap"

im done trying.
but its all good i guess.

:)

runaway just you and i.

2008-07-19T09:15:00.002+08:00

Can't you see that I wanna be
there with open arms
It's empty tonight and I'm all alone
Get me through this one
Do you notice I'm gone
Where do you run to so far awayI want you to know that

I miss you, I miss you so
I want you to know that
I miss you, I miss you so

I'm writing again
These letters to you, aren't much I know
But I'm not sleeping, you're not here
The thought stops my heart
Do you notice I'm gone
Where do you run to so far away

(Reapeat x2)I want you to know that
I miss you, I miss you so
I want you to know that
I miss you, I miss you so
No more looking I found you

(Reapeat x2)I want you to know that
I miss you, I miss you so
I want you to know that
I miss you, I miss you so

I'm gone away

this song reminds me of secondary school days.
and i still love it.one of my all-time favourites.
and i simply love bedok jetty.random but yea.
alright im off to bed again!haha

goodmorning arses:)

vivek kurup

2008-07-19T00:05:00.006+08:00

first and foremost

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY VIVEK KURUP!

Thanks for being there for me all this while school.

listening to my craps and shits.and youre still here eventhough i went missing.im really sorry about that.heh.you're simply the best you know that.and i appreciate all that youve done for me.THANK YOU so much:) and seoul garden when you get back okay!its a must!

I LOVE YOU:)

alright 1 down 2 more to go.

and i wanna watch the dark knight!im not a fan of batman but atique and xp said it was "FUCKING GOOD" and there was no part that they didnt enjoy.so yea i so wanna watch it!since the bestfriends went without me except for nadiah anyone interested?hahahaha.please please.or maybe ill just drag nadiah down like how i dragged her down for narnia!but if theres anyone else who is interested in watching the movie let me know okay?:):)

goodnight:)

thats not my name.

2008-07-17T00:30:00.003+08:00

CB IM pissed!
Atique got a discount from the cab driver!
CB CB CB CB!
she fucking paid 8 bucks only when i had to pay 9.40!
CB CB CB CB!
all she did was flirt with the uncle!
CB CB CB CB!
im angry cause cab fares are so fucked up these days!
i fucking spent $14 dollars today just on cabs!
CB CB CB CB!
i can fucking buy 7 cups of pearly soya milk!
CB CB CB CB!
i think i should stop it with the CB
hahahahahahahahahahaha.
and i should stop TAKING CABS!
but with 40 being an ass im always so tempted to take a cab!
40 can you please be nicer?:(
hahaha.

anyway i feel so happy suddenly.
and xp and atique were dressed so pretty today.
and seeing people dressed so pretty makes me smile:)
dont worry im still straight people!hahahahahahaha
i cant stop smiling the whole night.
i feel like a loserrrrrrrrrrr!
but it feeeeeeels good:):):):):)

and thank you HAZEL NG QIN WEN!
i love you hor!:):)

i love you:)

your moment of satisfaction.

2008-07-15T17:41:00.003+08:00

good job atiqah.

give yourself a round of applause and a pat on the back.

and i hope youre finally satisfied.

:)

broken smile.

2008-07-13T23:05:00.002+08:00

if i have a daughter i will name her SHEESHA ADRIANA!:)
but thats if i get married!hahahaha.
but i want atique to be the mother of my daughter.
but then shes bitchy like that.
i dont want my daughter to grow up to be bitchy and loves cats only!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
im so mean.
i still love you la bitchy bestfriend.
and RJK AND NAN too:):)

and three words for you.
FUCK YOU BITCH!

okay im happy now:)

just one of those days.

2008-07-11T23:57:00.007+08:00

my phone is being a pain in the ass.

i was late for project meet.

spss is a killer.

RBB presentation sucked.

and i was feeling down the whole day.

however meeting the girls made it all better.

soyah,naz,shal,atique,atiqah,feeza(:

but the feeling is back now.bloody knnbccb.ouh wells.im so looking forward to muddy mud pie toms.(:

next friday:sheesha!

goodnight.

triple :)

2008-07-10T22:49:00.005+08:00

im pretty satisfied today.

no.1:i got to meet the best friend
it was totally unplanned.i was suppose to go for the field trip but charisa and i both got lost and we were late so decided to skip it and so i met nadiah!i so fucking miss you la bitch!but im happy cause i got to see her before she leaves toms:)

no.2:i got to meet shaf
was suppose to go for cheng teng at bedok corner then siglap but his eye was hurting like mad.so decided to go home.but im still happy i got to see him even though it was like for half an hour or so:)

no.3:i got to meet ayee[fucking mat sia the name.hahaha]
YES im so damn happy i got to see you moron!you know how difficult it is to see you now!haha.but yea it was random and he had alot of time to kill so had dinner at mas ayu then walked to the field but it started to rain so we sat outside happy daze till the rain stopped.but we still had fun didnt we ayee?hahahaha.omg so fucking mat la!but then again you've always been my favourite mat ey.hahaha.we better meet up again soon hor best friend.and i wanna meet your mummy soon.i miss her too.hahaha

freak i hate school but the rest been pretty good i guess.hahaha

alright goodnight:)

fourteen

2008-07-09T22:12:00.004+08:00

i was just talking to rahman and it made me think of how childish and kental we were back in sec2.but i guess sec2 was one of my best years.life was way simpler and all i did was have fun.didnt have to care about studies and shits and still managed to do well.cool or what.haha.many many things happened that year.from nadiah crying in the toilet to atique getting grounded cause of rezza and radhia getting grounded cause her father thought she had a boyfriend and me falling for D***.hopefully you girls forgot about that shit!its embarrassing okay!hahahaha.and yea that was the best year ever!most slackest and funnest.i wished i could be 14 again.and never grow up!i miss those days man!too bad we all have to grow!but 1409 will always stay in me:)HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

cry for you.

2008-07-09T19:47:00.002+08:00

im holding on to my words.

friday lau pa sat with the girls.and maybe the two boys.
havent met them in weeks!i miss you arses!
and muddy mud pie on sat with xp.woohoo.hopefully nothing comes up.
:)

anyway dear nadiah anwar niazi.youre so damn mean today.
you cancelled plans on us eventhough you know that today is the only day i was able to meet you.the fact that youre leaving on friday is even more annoying.
but i still love you no matter and youre still my bestfriend okay?
:)

i should fucking stop with the :) shit.
but im cool like that.so screw you arses.
hahahahahahaha.

loves:)

sexy,can i?

2008-07-08T20:50:00.007+08:00

You made it all so easy for me to get through.

i managed to work today.only for 4 hours but at least i worked.

its quite sad to see the schedule so empty.

many left and many more are gonna leave soon.

helmy is leaving next week!

he's going back to kl to work in a hotel!

he's the nicest most nicest person la.like a brother i never had.

quite sad to see him leave.

im so gonna come down to coffeeclub one of these days before he leaves.

muddy mud pie anyone?:):):)

met xp and shaf for cheng teng at bedok corner before heading for gelare with the rest.

it has been years since i had cheng teng there and i cannot remember it tasting that goooooood.

maybe it has been that long.

way better than the one at siglap centre!

i should start going there for cheng teng from now on.haha

gelare was good as usual.they had honey malt crunch!

its so damn freaking good.dont know why people dont like it!

hahaha.

i feel so fat and sleepy now.

how?

and ive got many pimples growing on my face now.

how now brown cow?

im still wondering why brown?i know it rhymes and cows are brown but brown is not cool la!

hahahahaha

okay i should probably head to bed now.

goodnight:)

the expect the unexpected feeling is still there.fuckkk

ding dong bell

2008-07-08T00:42:00.003+08:00

I SHOULD FREAKING STOP DRINKING REDBULL!
i think im addicted to it.
okay not yet atleast.
i get so damn excited everytime i see it.
BUT ITS NOT GOOD FOR HEALTH!
so damn sweet.but shiokness!
ahhhhhhh!
best part i cant freaking sleep now!
im so fucking tired/sleepy but i cant sleeep!
its either because of the redbull or im worried.
HAHAHAHAHA!

i feel like going for a jog now!
eeeeeeeeeeee i suck big time la fuck!
sing me to sleep anyone?

:):)

always

2008-07-06T14:40:00.002+08:00

so where do i stand?

7 things.

2008-07-06T00:29:00.002+08:00

The 7 things I hate about you
You're vain your games you're insecure
You love me you like her
You make me laugh you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends they're jerks when you act like them
Just know it hurts
I want to be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

Compared to all the great things
That would take to long to write
I probably should mention the 7 that I like

The 7 things I like about you
Your hair your eyes your old levi's
When we kiss I'm hypnotized
You make me laugh you make me cry
But I guess that's both I'll have to buy
Your hands in mine when we're intertwined
Everythings alright I want to be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I like the most that you do
You make me love you
You do, oh

nice:)

pictures

2008-07-05T22:48:00.012+08:00

xiao ping wanted a surprise for her birthday.

so we planned a small gathering at viveks place:)

Surprisexiao ping&alexloser no.1 loser no.2.

i reaaaaaaaally pity haikal.hahaha fucking gone!hahaBALLOONSVivek kurup:) bestfriend was mad<3>

lim xiao ping.

2008-07-05T15:31:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BELATED 18th BIRTHDAY LIM XIAO PING!

hope you enjoyed yourself yesterday.

and dont try to do nonsense ar.haha

i love you baby:)

pics up soon.

<3<3

everybody's all the same

2008-07-02T21:00:00.005+08:00

the job of a security officer is super duper boring.

no.1:you'll be the odd one out as you are not required to wear the course t-shit so as to differentiate you.

no.2:you have limited amount of space to walk around.

no.3:all you do is stand at the entrance and stare into blank space.

but THANK GOD i dont have that role anymore!haha

im so screwed for dinc project.i fucking hell have no idea what to do on.and its due on friday!am i smart or what!SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME THINK OF SOMETHING!i'll give you a thousand cherry jellybeans!:):):)

anyway i planned to take pics for dinc but we ended up camwhoring at the field.

and i didnt know i could do such cool shits with the camera!

hahahahhaa

Green

Blue

Red
super ugly candid but i like the it!yes im weird like that!haha

hahahahahaha.

fuck it.
someone please save me!:(:(

ouh and lastly
i miss you ass:)

BYE!

boston

2008-07-01T22:54:00.004+08:00

cause it's really okay by me.

so many things to do,so little time.
i dont know where to start.
the moodswings are just making things worst.
and i really should stop doing things without thinking.
so fucking stupid atiqah.
anyway managed to catch never back down just now.
it was goodshit and sean faris is just so fucking hot!
hot body cute face.OMG!haha

and SPAIN WON!
i know abit too outdated but FUCKING HELL YEAH!
FUCK ALL YOU ARSES WHO SAID GERMANY WOULD WIN.
AND ALL HAIL TO TORRES!
HAHAHAHA
i fell asleep during the second half but atleast i got to see the goal.
awesomeness!:D
and ashraf you so freaking owe me fish&co.
no more excuses please!
my mummy said betting is not good.
both times you bet both times you lost!
hahahahahahaha.

omg im so fucking lazy to do anything.

fuck it bye!:)

i'll walk away.

moodswings

2008-06-28T22:14:00.003+08:00

its the time of the month again.
i feel so fucking fucked up.
ERGH!
moodswings attack!
but thank god today the moodswing-ing only took place when i got home.
i had fun today.
initially shaf and i planned to watch never back down but we decided to watch twenty-one with his sister and her bf instead.
a pretty good movie.i enjoyed it.

im suddenly craving for mas ayu mee hoon goreng.
but i definitely wont be able to get it tonight.
maybe toms?anyone?
bestfriends pleaseeeeeee:)
i guess i can just dream about it tonight.
hahahaha

bye lah<3

people make mistakes and you are my biggest.

rosemint and apple.

2008-06-27T23:09:00.006+08:00

Friday.
yes finally the weekend is here:)
so dhea decided on sheesha today.
it was just nadiah dhea atique xiao ping and i but we still had fun.
we camwhored like mad cow disease.
bumped into many people too actually.
and dheas ex-tuition teacher is just so good looking!haha
and ouh im so in love with red bull right now!
the first time i tried it was during the previous sheesha session a couple of months ago i think.
i know it sounds kental but never knew it tasted so damn good.
haha.

ill upload pics soon.

alright im going to bed.
goodnight:)

its not ego.
its just that im a human being.
and there's a certain limit i can take.
and you definitely went overboard.

:)

2008-06-25T19:22:00.005+08:00

Design in culture is bullshit.
okay not really.
it makes you think.
which is good.
but when you have to observe people and guess things about them is super tak pasti.
this is what i need to do.

Part 1: Observation – Looking for Clues (approx 20 to 30 minutes)Take a trip on a form of public transport. Observe 3 individuals.
Instructions:
• Look at the persons carefully, one at a time, and interpret what you see to build up an accurate impression of who they are.
• List everything you see – even seemingly trivial details. Look for clues to who the people are. How old are they? What are their interests? What is their family situation? Do they work?

Part 2: Create a User Profile (approx 20 to 30 minutes)Instructions:Draw up a rough user profile of the 3 individuals you observed.
For each of the 16 items give the answer and your observed evidence

1.Name (Give your target a name)
2.Age
3.Occupation
4.Main personality traits
5.Hobbies and interests
6.Their idea of a perfect day
7.Dream holiday
8.Things that annoy them
9.Things that make them happy
10.Favourite food and entertainment
11.Media interests – newspapers, magazines, films, music
12.Attitude to fashion
13.Personal strengths and weaknesses
14.Attitude to technology
15.Next major purchase

A.i have to hand this up toms and B. how the hell am i suppose to do this shit?
why i chose this cds?choices were very limited okay?however tutorias are pretty slack.so it's not sooo bad.
hahaha.
trading today was super boring and slow.we reached our target which was $80.pathetic i know but wth.i will have to suffer this for another 5 weeks.ergh!and i got a freaking c for store mgt term test.IM SO FUCKING SMART like that man.haha.

and BOE is due TOMORROW!and im only half way through.
goodluck to me!

and btw youre so freaking gay!
hahahahaha.

<3<3<3

always be

2008-06-24T22:00:00.003+08:00

i should be doing my work but i just feel like blogging.
im EXTRAAAAA happy today:)
why?
cause shaf is simply the best, i love the girlfriends/guyfriends and im satisfied with the result i got for financial aspects:)
and and NADIAH ANWAR NIAZI too lost her ezlink card!
bffs or what!hahaha
accompanied her to make a new one just now since i had alot of time to kill.
then head back to school and waited for atique shaf and rishi to end school then took bus down to siglap for waffles with lim xiao ping!
shes turning 18 soon!and we'll be having a surprise mini party for her but she knows about it.so still counted as a surprise?hahahaha.
okay i should probably not waste "my time and money"(sounds familiar?HAHAHAHAHA) and start on my work!

and
to my dearest bitchy bestfriend,
please dont stress yourself out okay?youre not a mess.
you just dont know what to do first.
calm down.do one thing at a time.
do whatever that is most important first.
i dont want to see you all stressed, tired and angry okay?
im here if you need me.
i love you sayang:)

:)

with you.

2008-06-22T13:14:00.003+08:00

Good Morning Sunshine:)

and so holland lost this morning.3-1 on extra time.
disappointing but yey russia.
spain is my only hope now.
GO TORRES AND DAVID VILLA:):):)
but i'll still scream go portugal go in the finals!
HAHAHAHA

i aslmost died at home yesterday.
it felt like sunday and sunday is the most boring-est day of the week for me.
everyone was home doing their own things and all i did was eat dvd comp psp tv eat psp.
so much for wanting to do BOE,apel and FA project.
but the bitchy bestfriend saved my life by meeting me after her gym shit.
she got me orange ice blend with double pearls!
happiness:)
walked to the field and did what we do best.
haha.
all i have to say is good luck to you man.
atique you know what im talking about
HAHAHAHAHA
im so mean like that but seriously.haha

i finally got my pearly soya milk after craving for it the whole week:)
luckily i text my sister in the middle of the night to get me one when she goes to bedok with my mum.cause im a pig who wont be awake when they leave.hahaha.
dont you just love pearls?
random but its good like that!hahaha

anyway schools starting tomorrow!
i bet im going to have difficulties waking up in the morning toms.
damn it!
and many deadlines to meet.
SHIT tell me im screwed.
why 2 weeks only why?
ERGH.
however im somehow looking forward to school alil cause ill get to see some people!
hahaha
i miss you ass:)

LIM XIAO PING I READ YOUR BLOG AND HAHAHAHA
WILL YOU BE MY BESTFRIEND?
HAHAHAHAHAHA
g g g g lick me like a lollipop.
hahaha

okay bye:)

.

2008-06-21T13:26:00.002+08:00

this feeling suck.
fuck.

let me go home

2008-06-20T23:17:00.005+08:00

work was alright i guess.only that the crowd was pretty fucked up during lunch time.
anyway did i mention that i lost my freaking ezlink!
freaking hell.i think i dropped it on the way to bugis yesterday.
but shaf was sweet enough to accompany me to pasir ris to make a new one after work.
he left half way but yey i got a new ezlink!
however ive got no concession now.
concession is my life!
i cannot stand topping up $10 all the freaking time.
and the fact that im used to not tapping when i get off the bus is sickening!
fuck!im so smart like that la.haha

met the girls and two boys for dinner at changi village just now.
takeaway nasi lemak and sat by the beach.
freaking shiok.haha
i love you guys:)

anyway PORTUGAL lost:(
they fucking lost 3-2:(
screw you Germany!
but its okay hopefully either Netherlands or Spain makes it to the finals!haha

cheers:)

sunshine

2008-06-19T00:25:00.008+08:00

tuesday was waffles day as usual.

i think its gonna be like this for many weeks to come.

this is so not good cause its fattening.

but then again whats new,

say fat but still eat fattening food!

baik atiqah!haha

freak i dont feel like typing.i'll just post pics okay?haha.

md shafiuddin ong:)

ouh carissa got this pack from taiwan.pretty dont you think?

PRETTY!
and here's the belo-est picture of the year

hahaha.

okay bye:)

yesterday by leona lewis

2008-06-16T23:31:00.005+08:00

They can take tomorrow and the plans we made

They can take the music that we'll never play

All the broken dreams Take everything Just take it away

But they can never have yesterday

They can take the future that we'll never know

They can take the places that we said we will go

All the broken dreams Take everything Just take it away

But they can never have yesterday

im so in love with this song

super duper nice:)

sometimes i wonder why people like you still exists in this world.
acting as though youre some big shot.
stop trying so hard la.
stop trying to make it look perfect when it's obvious that youre just trying.
so gay.dah melayu step melayu sudah.
slut.

one two three four

2008-06-16T12:17:00.004+08:00

PORTUGAL LOST!
they fucking lost 2-0!
and i didnt get to see the goals.
i fell asleep right after the second half started.
but they still made it through i think.
WELL THEY BETTER!
but its okay if they dont.
ill still go"go portugal go" in the finals!
hahahaha
i so want either netherlands or SPAIN to win the euro!
:)

anyway im suppose to meet the girls at one for bubble tea at chaichee.
its already 12.30 and im still in bed.
i feel like having char mee!
but im damn freaking lazy to get out of bed.
body still aching!
i think im going to cab down eventhough is just a 10 mins walk away.
HAHAHAHAHA!
tell me i suck! *you suck*
yes im lame like that!:)

okay bye:)

sweetest sin

2008-06-16T02:19:00.004+08:00

yesterday was great from playing soccer to watching soccer:)

diva la futbol was fun shit!
SUPER DUPER TIRING AND PAINFUL but was awesome!
the team was initially called the nanyang seven but we came up with a new one!
PROGOALS!get it?
if you dont its okay.
yes my jokes are LAME!
but the lamer the better dont you think?haha
anyway our cool team players were feeza,elly,mimi,shalu,naz and i.
damn we're so cool like that pleaseee!
HAHAHAHAHA
but the muscle strains are super TAK COOL!
but i still had fun:)
ill upload the pics when i get it from nur hafizah binte md alifi.

anyway,
PORTUGAL's GONNA WIN TONIGHT!

okay bye:)

I can feel it in your kiss

It just gives me tender bliss

i miss you.

i wont let you fall.

2008-06-13T19:13:00.008+08:00

Even though im so f-ing tired and sleepy,

im a really really extremely happy girl today:)

and and and and im satisfied cause i FINALLY got to watch The Chronicles Of Narnia:PrinceCaspian.

all thanks to my bestest bestfriend in the whole wide world who agreed to watch it with me.

she thought it was gonna be boring but she ended up liking it!

THANK YOU NADIAH ANWAR NIAZI!

i love you:)

after the movie nad and i took 31 to parkway to meet xp xy and rishi.

lepak for awhile then home sweet home:)

anyway the bitchy bitchy but i love you still bestfriend is back after going missing for one whole week!

i know ill be getting alot of bitchy comments from you but its better then having to miss you so much!

and sayang please ask milo to behave!

mulut no insurance you know.

super bitchy takle angs!

hahaha.

ouh fuck i feel so f-ing fat right now.
but then again whats new atiqah!

babi kau!haha

hopefully i can burn some of the fats during soccer toms.

im glad i joined it.

cause im so lovin it!:)

http://www.lagibest.com/archives/web_archives/10mar08.htm

okay this is fucking busted but i think its funny.haha

i miss you.

:):):):):):):):)

Only gonna play the fool one time.

2008-06-11T19:20:00.005+08:00

She was my night time, thought I was her star

Guess I was wrong, but see I'm strong

Wont take long for me to move on

Please don't worry bout me I'm fine

Only gonna play the fool one time

Trust me when I say

That I'll be ok

i feel so fucking stupid.
im glad that it's all over now.

happy birthday:)

2008-06-11T18:27:00.009+08:00

i know im two days late but

HAPPY BELATED 18th BIRTHDAY

(sorry i stole this from friendster)

the pretty & sexy NAZURAH BINTE YUSOF:)

dear nazurah being eighteen doesnt mean you can have more blueprint production with feeza okay!please ar no more!if you know what i mean.HEH

hope you had a wonderful 18th birthday celebration!

i love you:)

I know you’re no good for me

2008-06-10T21:48:00.002+08:00

no1. I FUCKING HATE MY HAIR!
no2. IM TIRED
no3. IM PRETTY HAPPY
no4. I NEED TO SLEEP

story no1:
batam yesterday with mummy annoying sisters and aunt was fine.
my eldest sister is just to funny.super tak pasti.
however this "fat" ichy smart girl was bored and decided do something to her hair.
so she highlighted it
and and its turned out to be shit fucking shit!
IM SO gonna re-dye my hair back.
this is so fucked up.
my mum will scream but im so not going back to school with this hair!
lesson learnt dont freaking highlight your hair im batam.dye is okay but not highlight!
hahahaha

story no2:
met shaf today and we walked the whole day.
we walked from dhoby ghaut to suntec to millenia walk to marina square to raffles city to chinatown to tanjong pagar to railway station then took bus down to siglap then walked to chaichee.
thats alot of walking.

story no3:
im just happy:)

story no4:
i fucking want to sleep but i wanna watch the match,spain against russia.
how?

okay this is fucking shit blogging.
im so fucking sleepy but i just feel like blogging.
hahahhaa.
i just suck dont i?

anyway i really miss my girlfriends.
esp NUR ATIQAH HAROON!
go kl and MIA!and radhea come home soon!
but i really miss them.
no idea why why why.
dinner soon please!on friday maybe?
and im sorry for not joining you guys today.
nad told me pretty last minute.

ouh its raining.i feel like running out now.
feel cold and get all wet.
hahaha.
fuckit.

im gonna sleep hopefully ill be able to wakey-du up for the game.
and i still havent watched narnia!anyone?:(

goodnight.

PORTUGAL

2008-06-08T10:20:00.002+08:00

guess what this smart girl did!
GUESS!
she missed the first portugal game!
she fucking missed it!
shes so fucking sad:(
shes watching the encore now and it looks pretty good.
alot of good tries by portugal!
and ronaldo looks better and still ouh so good.
she think it's because he's not in the man u jersey!
HAHAHAHAHA!
anyway this smart girl was watching the first game
and got bored and she's not supporting either teams
so she decided to sleep.
she sets her alarm clock at 2.45 and asked rishi to wake her up at 2.45
and she was suppose to wake shaf up at the same time.
but rishi woke her up at 2 as he decided to skip the match and sleep.
so she trying to be a super women said fuckit ill try to wake up myself.
but she didnt.and even shaf woke up
FUCK FUCK FUCK!
tell me im dumb for sleeping after rishi called me!
erghh!im so angry!
hahaha
fuckit im not gonna miss anymore games i dont care if i have anything the next day.
hahaha.
but im sort of happy cause they won 2-0!
heh!
okay im going to watch the game!hahaha

ouh goodmorning :)

make love in this club

2008-06-07T14:30:00.005+08:00

im pretty bored right now.

i wanna go out but im too lazy and tired to do anything.

i cant sleep dont ask me why.

so im going to upload pics from yest small birthday celebration.

we went to boss.

party was alright.i think everyone was just so freaking tired last night.

but i was still happy cause i got what i craved for:)

and radhia jamal kazura and nur atiqah bte haroon,
if only you two were there too:)

the birthday boy:)

singapores A1.haha

car xp nad me syl:) correction no idea what is it called.haha

cause we're cool like that:) and that is keerthi who puked no idea how many times

HENG SENG

xp is just so sexay:D

there's more but too many.haha.if you want it come and get it yo.hahaha

okay i really wanna watch NARNIA!so anyone interested please do let me know okay?thank you.:)

okay bye<3

happy birthday

2008-06-07T11:27:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BELATED 18th BIRTHDAY

RISHI MANOJ KUMAR

eventhough you're officially legal to do almost everything please control yourself

as a friend of almost 6 years,

i really dont want you to die anytime soon!

haha

hope you had a good time last night:)

pics up soon.
and this time i really mean it
hahaha:)

ITS PARTY TIME:)

2008-06-06T13:04:00.003+08:00

OVER OVER OVER SOOOO OVER!
paper was pretty nice!
and i screwed up cahsflow.
expected but the the rest wasnt too bad.
im happy:)

tonight will be the night that i will fall for you over again!
okay no but i cant wait for tonight.
im going to be happy:)

hoho.
okay im going to be a pig now!
goodnight!:):)

milo is a pig:)

2008-06-05T17:52:00.003+08:00

okay tell me that i suck!
i pretty much screwed up the rbb paper.
it sucked big time!
and the best part now i cant freaking concentrate cause im so in the holiday mood already!
im so freaking screwed!
HAHAHA!
im lost for cashflow statement and i cant bring myself to do anything else but sleep.
HOWHOWHOW?
and ouh my eye doesnt hurt anymore HuuraY!
godddd please let me concentrate!

and im craving for macs now!
ERGH!
FAT FAT FAT BABI KAU ATIQAH!

wish me luck people!

okay bye!:)

NICE.

2008-06-04T21:14:00.003+08:00

i feel good.
im having that thought.
LETS TRY IT!
this is sooo gonna be fun.
watch and learn baby.
:)

rbb please be nice:(

happy weppy!

2008-06-03T23:10:00.002+08:00

i cannot stand hot girls!
its simply because they make me go gugu gaga *steam konek*!
HAHAHAHAHA!
and the fact that tp has many of them is so not good.
i might as well just turn gay dont you think so?
okay not but atleast something to look forward to in school.
hahaha

alright stop it atiqah!
ouh i didnt screw up the paper today i think?
could do everything except for the last question cause i got the whole of chap 11 mixed up
i think one or two point are right!HOPEFULLY!
heh!
so far my papers werent too bad.
lets see how bad or good i'll do.
please let it be good?i'll give you 1000 cherry jellybeans:)
but i'll eat 999 of it!hahaha
hopefully the last two papers aint gonna be bitchy!

anyway my left eye hurts like a bitch.
what should i do?
suggestions anyone?
please help me!

im gonna put my books aside tonight!
goodnight:)

#$%^&*@!

2008-06-03T11:13:00.001+08:00

i might just screw up my paper today.

FUCK

depressing.

2008-06-02T23:20:00.003+08:00

the moodswinging is really getting to me.
this is so fucking bad.
i cant focus for nuts.
feeling so fucking depressed.
REALLY THANK YOU BALLS!
i really cant wait for friday night.
im going to enjoy myself and partyyy!
AWESOME!

todays paper wasnt that badhopefully ill be able to pass!went to airport to study with alif but i was so f-ing sleepy so went to t1 for vegetarian food.
GOODSHIT!came home slept then went tothe field with the kesian bestfriend.GO WITH THE PLAN!DESTROY THE MAKEUP!hahahahhaa.

anyway my both eyes hurt.
ive got a pimple next to my right eye and i think my im gonna get tembel(not too sure what its called in english)on my left eye.so when i shut both eyes tightly it hurts.FUCKING BAD!please get well soon eyes!hahaalright then im off to bed.hopefully ill be able to study toms!

goodnight:)

take a bow.

2008-06-01T22:54:00.004+08:00

okay i should either be studying or sleeping right now but i cant decide what to do yet so im gonna blog.i realised that i tend to blog even more during tests or exam period.why ar?CAUSE IM WEIRD LIKE THAT!hahaha-not funny.
anyway i suddenly miss alot of things!
i miss my BRACES,i miss MI,i miss ncc,i miss netball,i miss ping yi and i miss you!
but what the hack.haha
alright im off to bed.

sleep well sayangs:)

HOHO

2008-06-01T11:34:00.003+08:00

just knowing that you're still around makes me happy:)

anyway OMG I THINK SHE'S HOT!
okay i sound gay but i get all shy and speechless whenever i see her around.
i should have just stayed.
this is soo not good!
save me someone!

i tried to chill but you're so hot that i melted.
hahaha.

alright market research here i come!

:)

Thank You.

2008-06-01T01:12:00.000+08:00

But you put on quite a show

You really had me going

But now it's time to go

Curtain's finally closing

That was quite a show

Very entertaining

But it's over now

Go on and take a bow

when the stars go blue

2008-05-31T16:55:00.002+08:00

I give up trying.

Matt White: Wait for love

2008-05-31T10:38:00.002+08:00

And looking in my eyes

We're both telling lies

Asking too much of you

And when you kiss my lips

That is what i miss

Not knowing we be through

No matter when we say goodbye

I tell you darling

I won't cry

MID-SEM TESTS

2008-05-31T09:51:00.003+08:00

i started my day pretty badly yesterday.
firstly i came to class at 10.25
then i had my worst stomach cramp.
it was so bad that after every few mins i had to go to the toilet.nothing comes out but you just wished something would.skipped boe came home and vomitted all the tom yam i ate in school.but felt way way better after that.haha

anyway went to airport to "study" with nad and atique.was only for 2hrs but atleast im sort of done with market research:)afterwhich we took the bus down to al-ameen for dinner with dhea and alif.then back to field for "lepak" session.haha.felt really guilty for not studying but nothing beats hanging out with the bestfriends:)i cant wait for mid-sem to be over!ERGHH!

btw im screwed for rbb.somebody shoot me please!

have fun mugging people:)

why?

2008-05-30T08:21:00.003+08:00

been having diffuculties in sleeping,
been thinking alot,
been pmsing like mad,
but one thing i havent been doing alot is studying!
started but i feel like shit to study!nothing is going in!
FUCK i hate this feeling.