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Words from Before It's Too Late by Goo Goo Dolls.

Thursday, September 25, 2008



Tuesday, September 23, 2008
you make me, me

:My maternal granny is so damn cute
:I miss my paternal grannys Laksa, Asam Pedas and Murtabak Maggi!
:My growing tembel it annoying the shit out of me
:I think ive gained 2kg within 12hrs
:I still feel like eating but im scared of growing fat
:I would want to say okay or sure but its just so hard.
:I would like to fall in love all over again
:I still have yet to take the train and pass through the whole MRT line without stopping
:I think my mums first daughter is pretty.just so you know im the youngest.
:My growing tembel is STILL annoying the shit out of me
:I miss Radhia JK
:I miss you
:I need to pee but damn lazy to get out of bed
:I think the F1 tshirt is so damn budget
:I wanna date Theo Walcott
:Ice Nine Kills has really nice songs
:I want my pay asap
:I want 6 november to come soon
:I want nano chromatic
:I HATE a***n
:I feel like kicking the ball around
:And my growing tembel is still annoying the shit out of me

yes wth i know:)

RANDOM.

HELLO:)
I'm feeling extremely happy right now.that means the stomach cramps might attack toms.Good luck to those meeting me toms man!HAHA!just kidding.today was pretty much a good day.met the best friend for sharing session!okay sharing sounds like some rehab shit but sounds better than bitching dont you think?haha.so anyway managed to catch Make It Happen.not a bad movie actually.the dance routines were ouh so HOT!haha.so initial plan was to breakfast with the MI peeps but movie ended pretty late so had dinner with nad and vivek instead then train-ed down to vivo to meet them.enjoyed their company.and its great how we are still close even after almost two years.pretty awesome.haha.ill post pics soon:)

okay I'm feeling super random so the next few paragraphs are most likely gonna be random shits.so bear with me:)

RANDOM PART I
anyway Hari Raya is in a weeks time.ouh so freaking fast ey.
well three things I'm looking forward to for hari raya are:
One,helping my maid cook the ouh so good food
Two,visiting with PING YI peeps
Three,visiting with MI peeps

the three things I'm not looking forward to for raya are:
One,cleaning my room and house
Two,the whats-gonna-be situation on the first day of raya
Three,having to ask for forgiveness.

okay the third one can be on both the three things I'm looking forward to and I'm not looking forward to.
it's simply because:
One,i'll be able to ask for forgiveness cause i know i've done a hell lot of sins.Two,i hate the crying part.even though how hard i try to control my tears, when i see my granny and mum cry ill end up crying.And Three,i don't want to be a hypocrite and ask of forgiveness from someone who i don't actually want to ask from.

ouh wells i've got one more week to be holy.haha

RANDOM PART II
ouh iive been wanting to blog about this but i kept forgetting.
so anyway Lewis Hamilton picture is like everywhere around singapore or maybe town now.
and you know what i think!
i think that he has looks alil like Theo Walcott and Tiger Woods.



if you dont know who is who ive got nothing to say man.
anyway yes?no?haha.

but theo walcott is just sooo haaaaaaaaaaaaa.
just look at this man!he's only 19 mind you.
i so wanna marry him someday.
but that someday will never come of course.
cmon man marry me walcott!HAHAHAHA

RANDOM PART III
i think im gonna get tembel AGAIN!it hurts so badly.
aiyayai!
someone bite it off for me please.
thank you:)

RANDOM PART V
Opera Estate Pri sch kids are weird like that please.
i dont know what they are learning nowadays.
hahahaha.thank god i wasnt like that when i was their age.
skipping school,emo,cutting themselves and skinny jeans?
HAHAHAHAAH!KIDS PLEASE ACT LIKE KIDS!

goodnight humans of planet earth<3

Monday, September 22, 2008
Cant fight this feeling anymore.

SOYAHS 18th BIRTHDAY

YANI BUNNY
happy people!:)
shalu got so excited that she literally kissed me!haha.
The Soyah signature pose
LOVE IS BLIND

damn it was funshit!haha
anyway i feel so bad for screaming at everyone esp my mum in the afternoon!
ouh wells.
pms and fasting is such a bad combi!haha.
okay im gonna sleep or watch goal 2.

goodnight:)

Sunday, September 21, 2008
stare at the sun

I sit here clutching useless lists
Keys for doors that dont exist

I crack my teeth on pearls


Tear into the history

Show me what it means to me
In this world ya in this world

Cause i am due for a miracle
Im waiting for a sign
Stare straight into the sun
And i wont close my eyes
Untill i understand or go blind

I see the parts but not the whole
Study saints and scholars both
But no perfect plan unfurls
Do i trust my heart or just my mind
Why is truth so hard to find in this world
Ya in this world

Cause i am due for a miracle
Im waiting for a sign
Stare straight into the sun
And i wont close my eyes
Untill i understand or go blind

I know that theres a point i missed
A shrine or stone i haven't kissed
A scar that never graced my wrist
A mirror that hasn't met my fist
But i can't help feeling like


fuck pms fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.
CB
arghh i feel like shooting myself right fucking now!

Goodbye

I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
I don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong

You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say but goodbye

You deserve the chance at the kind of love
I'm not sure I'm worthy of
Losing you is painful to me


one of the best sad songs ever.
anyway soyah's birthday was a blast.
i'm glad she enjoyed herself like how everyone did.
i'll post the pics some other time when i feel less depressed.
damn you pms.
PMS IS NO EXCUSE I KNOW.
but sometimes when you blame it on pms it'll just make you feel way better:)
so its exactly 9 days to raya.
which means 28 more days before school starts.
which also means roughly 46 more days to 6 November.
thats PREEETYYY long ey.
ouh wells.

I really miss Radhea JK.
and Nad can i see you on monday please?pretty urgent.

WE LOVE YOU SOYAH:)

Friday, September 19, 2008
Mixtape.

Honesty is the best policy
But insecurities rules oneself
I love you-s gives one no reason to love.
May seem nothing compared to 123 others.
Neither looks nor brains
But trust is what matters the most.
And when there's trust, love grows.
I trust therefore i love.


i may not make sense but who cares.
haha.

and so i cant sleep yet.i need to digest my food and I'm not that sleepy.
so i shall wish MY MISS BEAN/KECOH [no.2 after nad of course!haha]

A VERY HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY!


SOYAH BINTE MD NOOR<3


I know i can trust you to not do anything stupid on your eighteenth birthday.but i cannot trust what they're gonna do to you on your eighteenth birthday.hahaha
well longest girlfriend ever!Even though we didn't get to talk/bond much in primary school,except during netball trainings or games, I'm glad we got close in secondary school. And soyah please remember that blue is blue!it is not GREY!hahahaha.love you babe!

ps: mothers are pro like that when it comes to annoying the shit out of you.haha

loveeeeee<3

Wednesday, September 17, 2008
crazy for your lips.

had a bestfriend day out with nad.atique just had to be bitchy what.BITCH!hahahaha.
picked nad from school cab to her house then to ehub for movie and breakfast.
4bia.not bad movie but definitely the wrong choice for us.cause it was scary shit.haha.i wouldnt mind watching it again actually but not just the two of us.hahaha.
so anyway tuition was a pain.well actually HEART PAIN.i pity the boy.he's such a good boy.does his work and all but im really really scared for him.thank god i didnt lose my patience yesterday.i really really wanna help him.i wish i can do his exams for him.HELP!haha

okay i really wanna post these pictures cause i really really really had fun that day.hahaha.theres alot so heh!:)
ARNOLDS!

Roadside Camwhoring!:)

this is what you call "kiss my ass"
she loves it i know!haha

scary enough?

album cover in the making.haha

Car Ride!:)
look at how small bila is!haha.

lick my baby!haha

Airport Loving.


royale Radhea<3

coolshitt!HAHA

haha im done.

i so wanna watch oth season 1 & 2 AGAIN!hahaha