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Sunday, August 31, 2008
md farhan razali

this entry goes out to my mat bestfriend,
MD Farhan razali







dear farhan,

do you remember how we got close?after knowing that i am mezzars cousin you kept annoying the shit out of me during recess time.everyday without fail you will stand infront of the vending machine and pretend to bring the bottle drink out of the canteen.it was really really extremely annoying please!but im actually glad you did that.cause then i wouldnt have found my bestfriend:)you were there for almost all my major moments.my first puff,my olevels results,heartbreaks and so on and so forth.i know you will still be here for my future major moments like how i know i will/want be there for yours too.so aye please please take good care of yourself when im not around.[okay i know your gf will do that]but please remember that i'll always be here for you okay!and please being legal doesnt mean you can do nonsense shits.you should know your limits la hor.haha!i love you bestfriend!
happy 18th birthday:)

Saturday, August 30, 2008
love is in the air

exams are finally over.
well hols started for me two days ago actually!
somehow i feel like i could have done better but what the hell its over!
hahaha
anyway the past two days have been good.
but last night was great!chinaone was surprisingly awesome!
well i thought it was boring at first but after the band really started playing,the crowd went crazy and the songs they played were awesome.and yea i had a good time!thank you nadiah anwar niazi!
tonight's gonna be another goood night i hope!well it better be cause its for my baby!hahaha

okay i know im kinda late but

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY
MD FARHAN RAZALI[25th august]
NUR HAFIZAH MD ALIFI[28th august]

i love you bitches:)

im off i need to go get ready!

loveeee:)

Sunday, August 24, 2008
witch radhia

ouh ouh before i forget!bush ive got another picture of witch RADHIA!


witchy enough?hahaa
but nothing can beat the sheesha picture la!haha
WITCH RADHIA WITCH RADHIA!
well whether or not you were one in your previous life or you'll be one in your after life, i'll still love you hor!
ey being a witch is cool okay!can marry harry potter!HAHAHAHAHAHA.
the word witch and harry potter just got me reminded of kellys story.damn cock!but she's pretty please!
hahahahahahahahaha:))

freak i need redbull now!

making a memory

managed to catch the fireworks by korea with the two besfriends from the benjamin sheares bridge.was a very last minute thing but was worthwhile cause it was really beautiful!however its was freaky after it ended cause one of the bestfriend was pms-ing so macam monster!hahahahahahaha.you know i love you right!

so anyway went to vivo with my mum and sis before meeting the girls to get some stuff.
and i realised that i havent taken the cable car in years.and that was my first time in genting.how pathetic i know.sooooooo *hint hint*.hahahaha.ive got 1 1/2 mths of hols and a birthday coming up!girlfriends?anyone?hahahahahaha.ouh wells

ps: im so addicted to plain white t's again.HAHA and and i miss you annoying boy:)

loveee:)

Saturday, August 23, 2008
losing myself



Stuck in a moment,
At ten past nine,
Don't know if she's showing,
I wish she would tell me what was on her mind,
I can't stand not knowing.
Why am I here?

She used to say I was the love of her life,
Lately she ain't showing,
I used to say she's gonna to make a good wife,
Where is this thing going?
Why am I here?
Why am I here?

(Every word)
Every word I know,
I can't help losing myself
(With Every Kiss)
Every kiss goodnight,
I can't help losing myself,
I can't help losing myself, In you.

Stuck in a moment that was ten-0-nine,
No way she is showing,
These games she plays,
aren't even worth my time,
Where is this thing going?
Why am I here?
Why am I here?

(With Every word)
Every word I know,
I can't help losing myself
(With Every Kiss)
Every kiss goodnight,
I can't help losing myself, In you.

No You don't wanna let me go,
But you can't have it both ways, no,
What can I do?
'Cause I can't help falling,
And I can't stop calling you.
What can I do?

(With Every word)
Every word I know,
I can't help losing myself
(With Every Kiss)
Every kiss goodnight,
I can't help losing myself

(Every time)
Every time We fight,
I can't do anything right
(When we say)
When we say goodbye
I can't help losing myself,
I can't help losing myself, In you.

Cause I am due for a miracle

store mgt paper was SURPRISINGLY good.
i could do it!feel so proud of myself!haha
hopefully i'll be able to get atleast a B:)

anyway i feel quite guilty cause i didnt study much yesterday
i kept having this thinking that i can/should not study for a day to distress since one paper is over.
but the bad thing it that im still having that thinking now!
this is so not gooood.haha
the last two papers are the major ones.
i need to studyhard for it if i want a B for both subjects!
so god please help me okay?

and like oommmggg i didnt know people dont grow old please!WOW!
ouh wells atleast im aware that im not that pretty and whatnot.
unlike some people out there.who are just so thick skin.
i dont like to criticise people but youre just too ugly inside out.
do you really need me to get you a mirror?

alright happy studying:)

Wednesday, August 20, 2008
face down ass up.

have you heard my new ringing tone.
FUCKING FUNNY!
i didnt know M1 changed it.
dhea and aimran said it was damn funny and i didnt get it.
so i decided to hear it for myself.
AND OMG IT IS SO FUCKING ANNOYING & FUNNY!
HAHAHAHHAHAHAA.
i think if im having a bad day and i listen to it, it will definitely make my day
but if youre trying to get me and i decide to be bitchy and not pick up the phone then goodluck to you.
hahahahahaha.

anyway im so gonna die studying especially for rbb.
so many chapters to cover so little time.
and soon i'll die of heart attack or some cancer!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
someone just shoot me please!

and hahahahahahahahaha.fucking cock bull shit lame!
hope it explodes in your fucking face.
either or wont make a difference.still ugly.hahahahahahhaha
im bitchy like that.i dont give two fucks man.hahahahahaha

alright im off.
toms gonna be another fucking long day.
just great!haha

goodnight.

Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Nadiah anwar niazi

this entry goes out to NADIAH ANWAR NIAZI.


dear nadiah,


i know we havent been meeting and talking much lately.
just so you know youre greatly missed by NUR ATIQAH AZMAN!
i guess we both been busy with school and exams.
but dont worry holidays coming up soon.
and even though yours will be a short one, i'll be the bestest bestfriend and pick you up from school la okay!well not everyday but atleast once a week!thats a promise.your school too far la!haha.if i break it i owe you coke and fries okay.set!
and please please remember we have a date on the 29th of august:)
I LOVE YOU BF:)


love,
your annoying bestfriend



random: the dentist at bedok poly is OMG!i so wanna marry a dentist now!HOT SHIT!haha
happy studying arses:)



Sunday, August 17, 2008
wings of a butterfly

atique will kill me if she knows im doing this right now!
hahahahaha.
so anyway yesterday was pretty nice.
spent the whole day with my mum.
and i somehow managed to drop hints about going for a trip with the girls at the end of the year.
but as usual "ASK YOUR FATHER".
and he was a bloody pain in the ass yesterday.
but wth.whats new anyway.
so after all the accompanying to my sisters convo and jamiyah,
we went to eat at chai chee seafood.i was actually craving for lamb chop but raimah was closed and so decided on hor fun.but i got something else as well that really made me ouh so happy!

my mum: what do you want?

me: Hor Fun also.

my mum: You want crab?

me: YEEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSS with a huge smile on my face!

hahahaa.i love my mum please!
and i finally i had my favourite black pepper crab after so long.cause normally everyone will agree on chilli crab but hahahahaha i love my mummy:):):)
kak nora and aimran joined us for the really really early dinner.and i tell you my sister and mum are so bitchy when it comes to guys.hahahaha.but i still love them.haha

so yea the kenduri wasnt exactly kenduri.my aunts grandson had his little thing circumcised so you know malays when this kind of thing happens there will always be a function.it was kinda a huge thing.with kuda kepang and all.and i swear to god i hate and i mean hate kuda kepang.it is so freaky.eating glass eating wood that was still burning get beaten up with rotan and fainting.WAH CB.i hope i wont have to see it again ever again.and i swear if and were to get married and my husband wants to have kuda kepang as part of our wedding ceremony i swear to god i wont marry him.die die i wont!hahahahahaha.okay maybe not.but i'll figure something out!hahahaha.

Nafa Convocation 2008

i think this is cool shit.hahaha

okay im gonna go get ready.hahhaa

bye:)


Saturday, August 16, 2008
wouldnt matter anyway.

i feel so f-ing guilty.
i didnt study they whole of yesterday!
i even skipped rbb tut.
why did i skip rbb?
i have no freaking idea.
cause maybe i thought that i am so smart that i can Ace the subject without much difficulties:)
well obviously not duhh.haha
but i was in no mood to study anyway.
so if i were to go also it wouldnt have made a difference.haha

so had dinner at simpang with soyah and naz, then took 10 down to siglap to meet the boys and the two minahs,bush&dhea.the guys did thier usual friday night past time and yea it was fun as usual.

anway i just got home from my 2nd sisters convocation at Singapore conference hall.since she didnt want my dad to go and my eldest sister had tuition,me being the nicest most loving daughter accompanied my mum.hahahaha.it was cool yet boring but everyone looked good.haha.ill post the pics when my sister gets home.

okay ive got to accompany my mum to jamiyah later on at 3 and ive got to attend some kenduri at my aunts place in the evening.which means that i wont be studying again today.wah im so screwed.ive got only 5 more days to my first paper and im still slacking like mad.hahahaha
fuck it lets chiong starting from toms!
hahahaha

im gonna take a short nap.
yes mcm babi i know.
haha

bye:)

Friday, August 15, 2008
everywhere i go.

It's funny how you think you really know yourself
Like you would never lose yourself to someone else
And I was up to thinking it was all about you and me

I should have never listened to a word you said
But I was always giving into promises
I never should have gone for
I should have never longed for you no matter how hard it gets

If you had only told me how you really felt
I could've put my feelings into someone else
But I was busy thinking that was where I was supposed to be

But there was something about you that I couldn't resist
Can't put my finger on it but whatever it is
I never should have stood for
Knowing you're no good for me
That's the way it is

I tell myself, get over you
It's so the right, right thing to do
And just when I thought I was done
You pulled me in for another run.

i need my girls now.
fuck.

Thursday, August 14, 2008
turn around and walk away.

you play with ones heart
another will play with yours.
:)

Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Frank Sinatra

im so addicted to frank sinatra by miss kittin.
fucking wrong but its very addictive!
thanks ar bush.haha.

anyway im so pissed off with a million and one things right now.
i dont know whether its pms or that everything is just so pissifying.
well i dont give two fucks but you just have to piss me off during this period right right right
sluts la you mfs.haha.

i need to start mugging like mad now disease!exams starts next friday.thats fast man.i realised that time flies ouh so fucking fast this term.but its good cause long sem break is coming.NICEEEEEE.
talking about hols i need to find a job.atiques gonna give tuition.she starts on this fri!so exciting!well i thought of giving tuition as well.maybe primary school maths and malay?what do you think?HAHAHAHAHA.i cannot imagine myself teaching someone please.but i might consider it.seems interesting ey.

okay goodnight fuckers.

SUCK MY DICK KISS MY ASS!
hahahaha!

sorry for being vulgar.im just not in the right state of mind.thank you:)

Tuesday, August 12, 2008
#7

STMF slut slut slut slut slut slut.
FUCKING slut.
slut slut slut slut.
im glad you found out.
for once i thought that slut would change but i guess not.
repeating the whole damn cycle all over again.
two in a day.
one not enough meh?
still had the cheek to ask.
please look at yourself in the mirror.
youre just lucky youre a sweet talker or the mirror would have exploded.
bayar sepuluh dollar main tiga round.
i bet you would wouldnt you. cheap slut.
well karma is a motherfucking bitch.
it will hit right back at you.

this entry may not make sense but wth
i dont give two fucks.
hahahahahaha.
fucking slut.

Monday, August 11, 2008
just what i needed.

My worries weigh the world, how I used to be
And everything, I'm cold, seems a plague in me
And it's hard to say how I feel today
For years gone by and I cried

Mr paper was a disappointment.
mr project grade is another disappointment.
all the effort put in went down the drain.
great.

im fine:)
well im also a liar.

goodnight.

if tomorrow never comes.

it makes sense.
i dont think its insecurity.
its just so obvious.
right dhea?
okay now i really feel like shit.
hahahahahahahaaha
fuckit.

toms Mr test.wish me luck!
i need to do well.haha

goodnight:)

Friday, August 8, 2008
080808

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard:)


im tired to blog.but i wanna blog cause its 080808.hahahahaha.
so ill just post some pics from today.
so what happened today:
rbb presentation.
dinner with the girls.


hazelhazelhazel<3

rjk<3



HAHAHAHAHAHAH

i love you girls la:)



alright im off!toms gonna be a long dayyyyy.

goodnight:)


Wednesday, August 6, 2008
it's hard to say.

shitty feeling.cant possibly be pms.fuckit.

anyway had no school today but i came back to school to help count stocks in 1st avenue.after which met atique for lunch at itas.and i dont think im ever gonna eat the western food there anymore.it just sucks so badly.dont know how people can eat it.salty fish and chips and cold and tasteless chicken chop.i think i'll just stick to the claypot stall or the yong tau foo stall.haha.

the plan today was to study for the up coming MR test.well i did study but just 2 chapters.I FEEL SO UNPRODUCTIVE!it got cut half way cause nad came down to tp.she finally passed her BTT!congrats babe:)must pass ftt first try okay?
so yea spent time with her and xp at the void deck opp school while waiting for atique to end school.went met dhea at tm.walked around got fatter then head back home.

well i started feeling like shit in the bus so stopped by the field since i didnt feel like going home just yet.got ashraf to accompany me and we watched Hancock on his laptop.but got cut halfway cause his batt died.it just had to die when the movie just got interesting.but a pretty nice movie i must say.well looks like i have to rent the dvd after all.hahaha

i have to start studying now!but i just dont seem to be able to do anything else but sit and stare into space.arhhhh.hopefully it'll go away toms.i cant waste anymore time!i guess ill be mugging the whole freaking day toms.well i have to!hahaha

nights:)

singfest08

okay im so smart like that that i blogged on my previous blog instead of this one. hahaha
so if you wanna read on SINGFEST please click here.
http://lameeass.blogspot.com/

thank you:)

Monday, August 4, 2008
old school shitzz

okay this is gonna be a super random post but i feel like blogging about it.haha
its gonna be lame so please leave now if you dont like lame stories.primary school shits yo!hahahaha.

anyway i was just thinking about what to put in my powerpoint slides and short form ppt.
then i suddenly got reminded of how ashikin(pri sch bestfriend), Michelle and i used to sneak into this apartment in kembangan to swim!how this link to ppt was because we used to text each other "appt after school?"hahahahahahahaa.LAME?yes i know.but i really miss those days man.we were in primary 6 if im not mistaken.it was shit fun.i remembered how i used to go to shikins place almost every other day to play catching,playstation(the bugs bunny racing game), how we used to slide down her staircase using mattress, how we used to buy nasi padang for 2.20 and eat it at her place and how larry tan kah keong used to join us for to play really stupid games. i really miss those days man.super duper fun shit yo!hahaha. and i actually miss them. but i do see michelle once in awhile around school though.last i heard shikin is in rp and larry i have no freaking idea.DAMN i actually hated primary school cause i was kental shit to the max but i actually had fun with those 3 people.hahahaha.

spot me if you can.HAHAHA.
and mrs shahrin was the bestest teacher i ever had.

okay can.enough of embarassing myself.haha
ill update on SINGFEST soon!
and FYI it was awesomeeeeeeeeeeee!
hahahaa:):)