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atiqah, turning18 Temasek poly,Retail mgt :) girlfriends and food are lovee





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Words from Before It's Too Late by Goo Goo Dolls.

Wednesday, July 30, 2008
number twentytwo.





You're the thought that starts each morning,
the conclusion to each day.
You are in all that i do,
and everything i say

You're the smile on my face,
the twinkle in my eye.
The warmth inside my heart,
the fullness in my life.

You're the hand thats laced to mine,
and the coat upon my back.
My friend, my love, my shoulder to lean on.

You're my silly,mature,caring,thoughtful,
bright and honest guy.
The one who holds me tightly,when i need to cry.

You're the dimple in my cheek,
the ever-constant tingle in my soul.
The voice that makes me weak,
the happiness of my life.

You are all i've wanted,
you are all i need.
You are all i've dreamed of,
you are all of this to me.


i love the peom.
goodnight.

i fucking hell deserve to die.blahh


Tuesday, July 29, 2008
happy tuesday:)

I REALLY CANT WAIT FOR PROJECTS TO END!

MR ROCHE IS SO FREAKING NICE!
and did i mention that he's goodlooking?
hahahahaha.and his star tattoo is just so HOT!
i know i said he was a bitch last year but maybe he just had a change of heart after getting married.you can see a smile on his face everytime he talks about her.
SOOO SWEET!
hahahahahahahahhaahhahahhahahahaahhahahahahahahaha.
this is so tak pasti please.


ouh guess what happened this morning.
this smart fat girl was late for school.
her class starts at 11 but she woke up 10.56.
too smart what that she can afford to skip tutorial.best part i know nuts about the chapter cause i left the lec half way to finish up the project.im so screwed!exams is in like 3 weeks?

today was a good day.
even though i was so freaking tired.
but yea dont you just love tuesdays?:)



i love you mama.
okay RBB here i come!

and to the rest of the world goodnight:)

one i'll never regret.
youre still the best one yet.
just so you know,youre very much appreciated.
thank you:)




75th

HAPPY 75th BIRTHDAY NENEK.



youre simply z best and the cutest grandma ever!
and somehow they both look alike in this picture.
haha.
i love you both:)


okay bye.

Monday, July 28, 2008
how far we've come.

Aylar Dianati Lie is so damn FUCKING HOT.
GO watch this video
http://youtube.com/watch?v=IgFwiCApH7E&feature=related
and all i ever wanted.

hahahahaha.
anyway MR IS FINALLY OVER!
i felt like burning all the notes after presentation just now but i realised that i have one final test in two weeks.hahaha
but im glad the project is done .
freaking annoying and time consuming la.
one more left!
JIA YOU!
or however its spelt.i dont take bahasa cina okay.hahahahaha


simply love.

ill post the rest from sat soon if i have time.hahaha.

goodnight:)


Thursday, July 24, 2008
WHICH PART LAH FUCK.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
i thought i was blind
are you kidding me.
what the fuck
call me a bitch for all i care.
YOU'RE just SO HILARIOUS.
HAHA
:)

Wednesday, July 23, 2008
i miss you.

THE DARK KNIGHT was :):):):):):):)

and one more thing, when you need to pee during a movie just go!
no matter what your bestfriend says.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
you know i love you radhia jamal kazura!

okay hopefully i wont get nightmares tonight.haha

goodnight!

Monday, July 21, 2008
soccer/netball.

Searching for GIRLS who are interested to play soccer or netball or both.
-training days,time and place are to be confirmed depending on the responses.
-There will be coach and Jerseys will be provided.
-Anyone is welcome to join.but you must be a girl of course.
-No age limit.
-No prior experience is needed.
-Maybe just basic knowledge about the game.
SO if you're interested or for more information do tag me or drop me an email at

twinklin_starsburning@hotmail.com


Thank you:)


life is wonderful.

i should fucking stop listening to emo songs!
it'll just make me feel worst.
hahahaha.

anyway i love the bestfriends!
and i miss nadiah anwar niazi so damn fucking much!
havent seen/talked to her much for over a week now.
maybe shes just busy with the kids/school now.
i wonder how she'll be like when she have her own kids man.
hahaha.
met the other two bestfriends in the afternoon.
zahir was suppose to come along but he had to go sentosa in the end so i didnt get to see the cutest most adorable boy:( and he's leaving again toms.i guess i just have to wait to see him again:)

but i still had fun with the two girls.THANK YOU LOVES!i really needed to get out today.hahaha.and i feel really good.thank you babies:)

when radhia jamal kazura gets her laksa!

i love the background!hahaaha

okay im off.

goodnight bitches:)


Sunday, July 20, 2008
something sweet oh something strong.

i finally went to ikea last night!
do know how difficult it was to get my mum to go!
when she goes to ikea i'll be out when im home she'll be lazy to go out.
but since my father wanted to go yest so YEY!
finally got some stuff for my new room!
whoohooo!
now im a happy child!
but im still annoyed cause the table is not here yet!
hopefully it really comes toms.please hor uncle dont cheat my feelings again!:D
anyway i love the mirror the most.
its simple but i like it!
HAHAHAHAAHAHA!

did i mention that coffee beans carrot cake it freaking goooood.
way better than coffeeclubs carrot cake.
its just so yummy and its worth it.
5.50 for a pretty big piece!
it definitely needs to be shared or you'll get sick of it.
but sharing is caring right right right??:D:D:D:D:D

okay ive got a million and one things to do today.
but i dont know where to start.
hahahahahahaha

bye la:)

fingernails

"hold on to your words cause talk is cheap"

im done trying.
but its all good i guess.

:)

Saturday, July 19, 2008
runaway just you and i.

Can't you see that I wanna be
there with open arms
It's empty tonight and I'm all alone
Get me through this one
Do you notice I'm gone
Where do you run to so far awayI want you to know that

I miss you, I miss you so
I want you to know that
I miss you, I miss you so

I'm writing again
These letters to you, aren't much I know
But I'm not sleeping, you're not here
The thought stops my heart
Do you notice I'm gone
Where do you run to so far away

(Reapeat x2)I want you to know that
I miss you, I miss you so
I want you to know that
I miss you, I miss you so
No more looking I found you

(Reapeat x2)I want you to know that
I miss you, I miss you so
I want you to know that
I miss you, I miss you so

I'm gone away

this song reminds me of secondary school days.
and i still love it.one of my all-time favourites.
and i simply love bedok jetty.random but yea.
alright im off to bed again!haha

goodmorning arses:)

vivek kurup

first and foremost


HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY VIVEK KURUP!



Thanks for being there for me all this while school.
listening to my craps and shits.and youre still here eventhough i went missing.im really sorry about that.heh.you're simply the best you know that.and i appreciate all that youve done for me.THANK YOU so much:) and seoul garden when you get back okay!its a must!

I LOVE YOU:)




alright 1 down 2 more to go.

and i wanna watch the dark knight!im not a fan of batman but atique and xp said it was "FUCKING GOOD" and there was no part that they didnt enjoy.so yea i so wanna watch it!since the bestfriends went without me except for nadiah anyone interested?hahahaha.please please.or maybe ill just drag nadiah down like how i dragged her down for narnia!but if theres anyone else who is interested in watching the movie let me know okay?:):)

goodnight:)


Thursday, July 17, 2008
thats not my name.

CB IM pissed!
Atique got a discount from the cab driver!
CB CB CB CB!
she fucking paid 8 bucks only when i had to pay 9.40!
CB CB CB CB!
all she did was flirt with the uncle!
CB CB CB CB!
im angry cause cab fares are so fucked up these days!
i fucking spent $14 dollars today just on cabs!
CB CB CB CB!
i can fucking buy 7 cups of pearly soya milk!
CB CB CB CB!
i think i should stop it with the CB
hahahahahahahahahahaha.
and i should stop TAKING CABS!
but with 40 being an ass im always so tempted to take a cab!
40 can you please be nicer?:(
hahaha.

anyway i feel so happy suddenly.
and xp and atique were dressed so pretty today.
and seeing people dressed so pretty makes me smile:)
dont worry im still straight people!hahahahahahaha
i cant stop smiling the whole night.
i feel like a loserrrrrrrrrrr!
but it feeeeeeels good:):):):):)

and thank you HAZEL NG QIN WEN!
i love you hor!:):)


i love you:)

Tuesday, July 15, 2008
your moment of satisfaction.

good job atiqah.
give yourself a round of applause and a pat on the back.


and i hope youre finally satisfied.

:)


Sunday, July 13, 2008
broken smile.

if i have a daughter i will name her SHEESHA ADRIANA!:)
but thats if i get married!hahahaha.
but i want atique to be the mother of my daughter.
but then shes bitchy like that.
i dont want my daughter to grow up to be bitchy and loves cats only!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
im so mean.
i still love you la bitchy bestfriend.
and RJK AND NAN too:):)


and three words for you.
FUCK YOU BITCH!

okay im happy now:)

Friday, July 11, 2008
just one of those days.

my phone is being a pain in the ass.
i was late for project meet.
spss is a killer.
RBB presentation sucked.
and i was feeling down the whole day.
however meeting the girls made it all better.

soyah,naz,shal,atique,atiqah,feeza(:



but the feeling is back now.bloody knnbccb.ouh wells.im so looking forward to muddy mud pie toms.(:

next friday:sheesha!

goodnight.


Thursday, July 10, 2008
triple :)

im pretty satisfied today.

no.1:i got to meet the best friend
it was totally unplanned.i was suppose to go for the field trip but charisa and i both got lost and we were late so decided to skip it and so i met nadiah!i so fucking miss you la bitch!but im happy cause i got to see her before she leaves toms:)

no.2:i got to meet shaf
was suppose to go for cheng teng at bedok corner then siglap but his eye was hurting like mad.so decided to go home.but im still happy i got to see him even though it was like for half an hour or so:)

no.3:i got to meet ayee[fucking mat sia the name.hahaha]
YES im so damn happy i got to see you moron!you know how difficult it is to see you now!haha.but yea it was random and he had alot of time to kill so had dinner at mas ayu then walked to the field but it started to rain so we sat outside happy daze till the rain stopped.but we still had fun didnt we ayee?hahahaha.omg so fucking mat la!but then again you've always been my favourite mat ey.hahaha.we better meet up again soon hor best friend.and i wanna meet your mummy soon.i miss her too.hahaha

freak i hate school but the rest been pretty good i guess.hahaha

alright goodnight:)

Wednesday, July 9, 2008
fourteen

i was just talking to rahman and it made me think of how childish and kental we were back in sec2.but i guess sec2 was one of my best years.life was way simpler and all i did was have fun.didnt have to care about studies and shits and still managed to do well.cool or what.haha.many many things happened that year.from nadiah crying in the toilet to atique getting grounded cause of rezza and radhia getting grounded cause her father thought she had a boyfriend and me falling for D***.hopefully you girls forgot about that shit!its embarrassing okay!hahahaha.and yea that was the best year ever!most slackest and funnest.i wished i could be 14 again.and never grow up!i miss those days man!too bad we all have to grow!but 1409 will always stay in me:)HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

cry for you.

im holding on to my words.

friday lau pa sat with the girls.and maybe the two boys.
havent met them in weeks!i miss you arses!
and muddy mud pie on sat with xp.woohoo.hopefully nothing comes up.
:)

anyway dear nadiah anwar niazi.youre so damn mean today.
you cancelled plans on us eventhough you know that today is the only day i was able to meet you.the fact that youre leaving on friday is even more annoying.
but i still love you no matter and youre still my bestfriend okay?
:)

i should fucking stop with the :) shit.
but im cool like that.so screw you arses.
hahahahahahaha.

loves:)

Tuesday, July 8, 2008
sexy,can i?

You made it all so easy for me to get through.
i managed to work today.only for 4 hours but at least i worked.
its quite sad to see the schedule so empty.
many left and many more are gonna leave soon.
helmy is leaving next week!
he's going back to kl to work in a hotel!
he's the nicest most nicest person la.like a brother i never had.
quite sad to see him leave.
im so gonna come down to coffeeclub one of these days before he leaves.
muddy mud pie anyone?:):):)

met xp and shaf for cheng teng at bedok corner before heading for gelare with the rest.
it has been years since i had cheng teng there and i cannot remember it tasting that goooooood.
maybe it has been that long.
way better than the one at siglap centre!
i should start going there for cheng teng from now on.haha
gelare was good as usual.they had honey malt crunch!
its so damn freaking good.dont know why people dont like it!
hahaha.
i feel so fat and sleepy now.
how?
and ive got many pimples growing on my face now.
how now brown cow?
im still wondering why brown?i know it rhymes and cows are brown but brown is not cool la!

hahahahaha
okay i should probably head to bed now.
goodnight:)

the expect the unexpected feeling is still there.fuckkk

ding dong bell

I SHOULD FREAKING STOP DRINKING REDBULL!
i think im addicted to it.
okay not yet atleast.
i get so damn excited everytime i see it.
BUT ITS NOT GOOD FOR HEALTH!
so damn sweet.but shiokness!
ahhhhhhh!
best part i cant freaking sleep now!
im so fucking tired/sleepy but i cant sleeep!
its either because of the redbull or im worried.
HAHAHAHAHA!

i feel like going for a jog now!
eeeeeeeeeeee i suck big time la fuck!
sing me to sleep anyone?

:):)

Sunday, July 6, 2008
always

so where do i stand?

7 things.

The 7 things I hate about you
You're vain your games you're insecure
You love me you like her
You make me laugh you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends they're jerks when you act like them
Just know it hurts
I want to be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

Compared to all the great things
That would take to long to write
I probably should mention the 7 that I like

The 7 things I like about you
Your hair your eyes your old levi's
When we kiss I'm hypnotized
You make me laugh you make me cry
But I guess that's both I'll have to buy
Your hands in mine when we're intertwined
Everythings alright I want to be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I like the most that you do
You make me love you
You do, oh

nice:)

Saturday, July 5, 2008
pictures

xiao ping wanted a surprise for her birthday.
so we planned a small gathering at viveks place:)


Surprisexiao ping&alexloser no.1 loser no.2.


i reaaaaaaaally pity haikal.hahaha fucking gone!hahaBALLOONSVivek kurup:) bestfriend was mad<3>

:)

lim xiao ping.


HAPPY BELATED 18th BIRTHDAY LIM XIAO PING!





hope you enjoyed yourself yesterday.
and dont try to do nonsense ar.haha
i love you baby:)

pics up soon.




<3<3

Wednesday, July 2, 2008
everybody's all the same

the job of a security officer is super duper boring.
no.1:you'll be the odd one out as you are not required to wear the course t-shit so as to differentiate you.
no.2:you have limited amount of space to walk around.
no.3:all you do is stand at the entrance and stare into blank space.
but THANK GOD i dont have that role anymore!haha
im so screwed for dinc project.i fucking hell have no idea what to do on.and its due on friday!am i smart or what!SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME THINK OF SOMETHING!i'll give you a thousand cherry jellybeans!:):):)
anyway i planned to take pics for dinc but we ended up camwhoring at the field.
and i didnt know i could do such cool shits with the camera!
hahahahhaa



Green
Blue
Red
super ugly candid but i like the it!yes im weird like that!haha


hahahahahaha.

fuck it.
someone please save me!:(:(

ouh and lastly
i miss you ass:)

BYE!


Tuesday, July 1, 2008
boston

cause it's really okay by me.

so many things to do,so little time.
i dont know where to start.
the moodswings are just making things worst.
and i really should stop doing things without thinking.
so fucking stupid atiqah.
anyway managed to catch never back down just now.
it was goodshit and sean faris is just so fucking hot!
hot body cute face.OMG!haha

and SPAIN WON!
i know abit too outdated but FUCKING HELL YEAH!
FUCK ALL YOU ARSES WHO SAID GERMANY WOULD WIN.
AND ALL HAIL TO TORRES!
HAHAHAHA
i fell asleep during the second half but atleast i got to see the goal.
awesomeness!:D
and ashraf you so freaking owe me fish&co.
no more excuses please!
my mummy said betting is not good.
both times you bet both times you lost!
hahahahahahaha.

omg im so fucking lazy to do anything.

fuck it bye!:)

i'll walk away.