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atiqah, turning18 Temasek poly,Retail mgt :) girlfriends and food are lovee





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Words from Before It's Too Late by Goo Goo Dolls.

Sunday, December 30, 2007
empty

im sick and tired.
REALLY sick and tired of this.
i dont know what the hell im doing.
and ouh ive come to realise that im not going to care.
NOPE I DONT WANNA CARE!
i dont think i should care anyway right.
so yes i dont care.do whatever you want say whatever you want im just gonna say its your life up to you im not going to say anything more:)

and btw i miss radhia jamal kazura!shes not going to be here for news years eve!not fun:(

Saturday, December 29, 2007
hold you in my arms.

Hold You In My Arms.

When you came to me with your bad dreams and your fears
It was easy to see that you'd been crying
Seems like everywhere you turn catastrophe it reigns
But who really profits from the dying
I could hold you in my arms
I could hold you forever
I could hold you in my arms
I could hold you in my arms forever

When you kissed my lips with my mouth so full of questions
It's my worried mind that you quiet
Place your hands on my face
Close my eyes and say
Love is a poor man's food
Don't prophesize
I could hold you in my arms
I could hold you forever
And I could hold you in my arms
I could hold you forever

So now we see how it is
This fist begets the spear
Weapons of war
Symptoms of madness
Don't let your eyes refuse to see
Don't let your ears refuse to hear
Or you ain't never going to shake this sense of sadness
I could hold you in my arms
I could hold on forever
And I could hold you in my arms
I could hold forever

Thursday, December 27, 2007
baby love

i miss you,i miss you so.

project meeting was fine.managed to settle a couple of things.only thing is that where the hell am i gonna get people to do surveys.and lalitha just found out that we have to hand in prmt's introduction by monday.hoho.we're screwed big time.and i dont wanna fail any projects anymore!ergh.so anyway met daphne for a late lunch/early dinner.darling thanks for the christmas present!:)met the bf at bedok and headed down to airport.i suddenly felt like going to airport.dont ask me why but yea.sat slacked talked and yup.

ive got work tomorrow at 10.im super malas to work.anyone wants to cover for me?but i want the money.ouh nice nice.haha.greys taking forever to load!it just had to be slow at the best part right.irritating!

ouh ouh i feel like eating at the bubble tea shop next to ping yi.sorry didnt join you girls today.fuck now i regret not going!ERGH!haha.nevermind theres always tomorrow:)

okay greys anatomy here i come!

goodnight:)

i'll be there

okay im suddenly craving for long john.i can taste the chicken with chilli and cheese!super yummmm:))

Tuesday, December 25, 2007
disappointment

Disappointment.

the things you do and the things you say tells alot.
go figure out what you want out of me.

Thursday, December 20, 2007
ride for you

okay ive decided to upload pics today.random but haha.
anyway im so fucking lazy to go out today.okay only to my paternal grannys place but i suddenly feel like staying home today.wow if only today was an ordinary day,my mum would be a happy mum.haha.atiques staying over tonight cause she knows if she stays at home she wont be able to wake up tomorrow.but seriously i feel so lazy to go kl!im not excited at all.ergh.today is a super duper lazy day.i feel like sleeping again!pig pig pig!omg.i should just shoot myself.blah blah blah blaaaa.


ERGHHHH!I WANT TO SLEEP!but my mum will just kill me even more!and ouh guess what i just realized,i havent packed a single shit for kl trip.hoho.my eldest sister is like all pack and prepared and me and my other sister aint doing anything about it.haha.i suck yes yes:)


and so mahatir msged me in the morning inform me the disappointing news.liverpool lost to chelsea.havent heard the news yet.but fuck.how how how?kinda sad but remember, you'll never walk alone!HAHAHAHAHA!


okay okay i shall stop talking:)




my farhan razali:)






netball loves<3



prefects chalet:)

fuck im lazy to upload anymore pics.hahhaa

bye bye:)


<3

what could have been.
well lets not dwell on it.
its over.its done.its okay.

alot have been happening these past few days.well not THAT alot but few things happened.
it went from man u beating liverpool 1-0.arsenal beating chelsea 1-0.Hady mirza winning asian idol.to going back to ping yi for netball.well it sucked watching liverpool lose to man u and chelsea lose to FUCKING arsenal.but it was sort of expected right?so ouh hady won.that was a big shock!no that im not proud of him or what so ever but with all the comments and competition i didnt think hady could win but i guess people liked him alot i guess.but whats not to like about him.single,good voice and good looking.GO HADY!:)).anyway went back to ping yi for the netball carnival since ms chans gonna leave.i seriously thought the seniors were not gonna play so i came down totally not dressed to play but thank god you have a friend who stays right infront of the school.hahaha.so went to feezas place wore her netball tee and oversized shoes and played.and seriously it was fun shit.i FUCKING MISS playing netball like mad but i really really had goodshit fun.only four seniors came down but we still had fun.tiring but fun.body's aching like fucking shit but its all good:)

im super duper sleepy but i dont feel like sleeping!
ouh ouh greys anatomy is just love!
and and i think one tree hills season five is gonna be kinda crappy but i dont care i still wanna watch it!
HAHHAHA!

okay i shall go get a life!
hahahahaha.

goodnight:)

Saturday, December 15, 2007
hannah:)

you know what i realised,time flies super duper fast.im already seventeen.and i can still remember what happened when i was thirteen.i can still remember the time i was stuck in the toilet with two indian boys,the time i lost my favourite watch during fall in,the time we took turns to pretend to be asm or usm or staff sgts in the lodge.the time we were super semangat during ncc.the time when all the one express classes were on the fourth level and the time we girls sat outside the class and listen to the same song at the same time and sang together.the time we used to pass lit txtbk to 102 through the hole at the back of the class.the time when kam poon science classes were super duper lame and funny.the time 104 hated 101 cause of ryan ng.and many other lame things.that was fun shit laaa.now im seventeen and non of these lame shit things happening in tp.EEEE i miss ping yi badly la.and now im gonna look forward to my eighteenth.another big number.hoho.this is not fun.i still feel small.i mean i dont feel like im seventeen.i want to be fourteen,fifteen and sixteen again.how how?okay this sounds funny but haha.i just miss ping yi badly:)

ouh guess who finally decided to come out from the super duper deep hole!HANNAH!i miss that bitch alot.i guess she's just really good at MIA-ing!we thought after her o's she wont go missing but her new job made her mia even more which is not good!but i still got to meet her yest so im happy.she and her bloody nonsense and super bad singing!hahaha.anyway mango was having sale and of course we went shopping!haha.alif got damn jealous.haha.nevermind alif we'll go for another shopping trip soon JUST FOR YOU okay!:)

ouh ouh i love the bloody evil kental bitchy boyfriend of mine!:)

okay im gonna er er er er ya.ill find smthg to do!HAH!

:)

Friday, December 14, 2007
:(

i really dont know whats wrong with you or whats wrong with me.
and i dont know what you expect of me.
but i still do love you.

exams OOOOVERRR!

guess what!
GUESSSSSSSSSS!
MID SEMS OOOOVER!
whooohoooo!
i screwed up all papers esp retailing mgt.
but but but i dont care cause its oveerrr!
yea babyyy!

by the way yesterday was just annoying!the two best friends annoyed the shit out of me.then the boyfriend had to fucking be annoying.wow.that was super fun.but guess what i dont care cause i got a new bag!LIKE FINALLY A PROPER BAG!right now i love the bag more than the bf!:)

i accompanied the sister and mum at the hospital last night and now my pantat damn painnnnnnnnn!eeeee.but my mum's gonna be discharged today.so another yey:)


you know what i realised.never put atique and nadiah together.they will get super duper gruper BITCHY!cause seriously when youre out with either one of them alone wah super not so but still bitchy!i have super bitchy bestfriend.so radhea better come back fast fast fast!i dont want to have to meet those two and get bullied!:(.ouh btw dhea i misss youuu.comeee backk fasterr okay?:)

okay im hungry.bye:)

Saturday, December 8, 2007
study study study

IM ALMOST DONE WITH MACRO REVISION!WHOOHOO!
just left with doing past year mid sem test paper and memorize here and there!
haha.somehow i feel macro is much easier to get than micro?
maybe just first term.haha.
anyway im so screwedddddd for retail accting.
theres too many theory which totally suck!
i dont even know any of them.haha.
but i cant afford to fail it!
HELPP! =(((.

btw vivek brought his phone so YEY!
hahahaha.

and and and and MR MD FARHAN RAZALI HAVE BEEN MIA-ING!
chiiibaiiiiii!i miss you la clown.hoho i think i shall drop by his workplace and give him a surprise!
but but but i dont know which outlet he's working at now.HOW HOW HOW?
hahahahaha.
ASS!

ouh met sexay radnea GF after sch.
she had to collect something from charlene at coffeeclub and i wanted to change my schedule for next week so accompanied her there.crap what not then when we were crossing the road to NTUC GUESS WHO WE BUMPED INTO!
dinesh!haha.very random but haha.some things are just not meant to be that way.haha.
and DHEA WHY MUST YOU GO ON THURSDAY YOU KENTAL ASSY LOSER!
people finish tests on thurs you wanna leave on thursday.you basket never give people chance all.CHIBAI!
hahaha.but nevermind just make sure you get your ass back here by new years eve okay sayang?

its 4am and i cant sleep.i thought of doing RA2 now but ive got work at 10am how how how?
and i dont know if he's asleep or still out.erghh.fuck fuck fuck.smart la you atiqah:/

hahaha.
i feel like a looossseeerrrr!
yey!
whatssss newwww!
HAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAA
ehhhhhh typinggggg likeeee thisssss quiteeee funnnnnnn!
HAHAHAAAAAA.
okayyyyyy i'llllll tryyyy toooo sleeppppppp!

goodnightttttt:))

Friday, December 7, 2007
a lost.

MR VIVEK KURUP WAS ENLISTED FOR NS THIS MORNING AND I DIDNT GET TO MSG HIM!
all thanks to the bloody speech which was a bloody screw up.
but anyway bf, please so take care of yourself okay!
i know its not as though he can read this but haha I WILL MISS YOU DEARLY BF!
he's just seventeen and he's already becoming a man.
time flies damn fast ey.

ouh ouh atique's and shidah's birthday celebration was coolie-olie!
haha.well it was just me dhea yaya feeza yani soyah alif and the two birthday girls.
food was good.yum yum!haha.

btw thank you lalitha for wearing dress with me to school!
i had to wear cause of my speech and was thinking of bringing it to school but lalitha volunteered(?) herself to wear the dress to school with me.THANK YOU SAYANG!:))

anyway now i can finally start studying for real.no more assignments due this week so im gonna study full speed starting from toms!haha.okay that doesnt sound right but like i care.haha.

it has been tough for me.but i felt that i have to make a change.
i cant stay that way forever.i want to but when i think about it again, i only seventeen.
i cant stop my life and just wait for something to happen.im sorry.

okay im going to B E D!i need my sleep!
okay bye bye bye!

goodnight.

Monday, December 3, 2007
the kingdom

school was not necessary as usual.
just 2hrs is a waste of time.
but haha i dont care.

met radhea after school.had lunch then watched The Kingdom.
A GOOD MOVIE!go watch it.
seriously okay?:)
ouh best part we almost didnt want to watch the kingdom all because the guy at the counter said its boring.
well maybe its boring cause youre just too slow to understand and maybe ure just too mat and dont try to be our bestfriend!
damn kental!haha
thank god we didnt listen to him.haha

ouh ive started studying a lil for mid sem.
not much but im doing smthg so its good:)))

toms is miss nur atiqah haroons 17th birthday.
hoho.FINALLY.okay its in 10 mins so i shall sing you a song now!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ATIQUE
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

:))

and toms is also shidahs and surya's birthday!
hahaha

okay im going to bed!

goodnight.

Sunday, December 2, 2007

something's wrong but i cant figure out what.
should i ask or should i let it be?
im really lost.
i really dont know what i should do.
mid sems in a week.
but i dont seem to be able to concentrate at all.
and i mean AT ALL!
i dont know whats going on in my mind.
it keeps jumping ard from one place to another.
cant make it stop at one spot.
what should i do?
i fucking need one right now.
damn it.

work was good.wasnt as crowded as last week.
and okay this may sound stupid but i FINALLY know how to do credit card payment!
ive work there for over a year and i never did credit card before
whereas the new part timers knows how to do it already!
am i kental or kental?
ur choice!hahaha
ive got school at 9 tomorrow!
i dont wanna go to school!
i hate projects.
its like we havent touched on anything and the dateline is nearing.
but no one has started on it either.
okay i dont know what cock im talking but yea.
i wanna cry cry cry.

ouh have i told you abt the time i bumped into huiqin in TP?
omg i miss her and the MI ppl so damn much.
she comes to tp all the time for canoe training so yea.
sadly she got suspended for training on that day due to something.
hopefully it wont be long then i can see you again in TP.
and ouh meeting her soon!
yey!:))

anyway radhia jamal kazura is having fever right now!
dhea u know what i think.
your father did a spell on you cause ure grounded and he's away now so to make sure you dont go out he made you fall sick.
what do you think ar sayang?
HAHAHAHA!OKAY IM JUST KIDDING!
IM SO MEAN!
but the good thing is that he wont have to worry about you going out cause ure sick.
but you being the STUBBORN one will def go out right right right!
you know how i know?
cause ure going out with me!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
okay okay i should stop nonsense-ing now!
lets go and sleep okay?haha

But compared to your eyes, nothing shines quite as bright
And when we look to the sky, its not mine, but i want it so
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable at best.

goodnight:)

It's Not Over

SECONDHAND SERENADE
"It's Not Over"
My tears run down like razorblades and no, I'm not the one to blame
it's you or is it me?
And all the words we never say come out and now we are all ashamed.
And there is no sense
In playing games, when you done all you can do.
But now it's over, it's over. Why is it over? We had the chance to make it. Now it's over,
It's over. It can't be over. I wish that I could take it back, but it's over.
I lose myself in all these fights; I lose my sense of wrong and right.
I cry, I cry. I'm Shaking from the pain that's in my head.
I just want to crawl into my bed and throw away
The life that I led. But I won't let it die. But I won't let it die.
But it's over, it's over. Why is it over? We had the chance to make it. Now it's over,
It's over. It can't be over. I wish that I could take it back.
I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart. Don't say this wont last forever. You're breaking
My, you're breaking my heart. Don't tell that we will never be together. We could be over
And over, we could be forever.
I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart. Don't say this wont last forever. You're breaking
My, you're breaking my heart. Don't tell that we will never be together. We could be over
And over, we could be forever.
It's not over. It's not over, it's never over, unless you let it take you, it's not over,
It's not over, it's not over, unless you it break you. It's not over.


super addicted to this song.hope you'll like it.

goodnight:)